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For what it's worth...

Nothing last forever.

About Me

And I am resigned to this wicked fucking world. On its way to hell. The living are dead and I hope to join them too. I know what to do and I do it well... When I hate it I know I can feel, but When you love you know it's not real. Shoot myself to love you. If I loved myself I'd be shooting you.

"When we are forgotten; we cease to exist."
"Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps, gun aren't lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live."
"Life is a hideous thing, and from the background behind what we know of it peer daemoniacal hints of truth which make it sometimes a thousandfold more hideous." ~H. P. Lovecraft
"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it."
"Character and personality are always a "work in progress", and I can deal with that, but I disdain the superficial and hollow. There are so many things that weigh on the human Spirit. Most of them, in and of themselves, are insignificant or nearly so. However, you can be crushed by feathers if there are enough of them. People find themsleves depressed and despondent..lost....by an accumulation of things; circumstances, other people's behavior, plain old bad luck and the "rain" that's bound to come into every life. It doesn't have to be an impossible task to dig yourself out, and yet the totality of factors can be so daunting that it's so hard to even think where to start. There IS a way. Let no one tell you that you are hopeless."
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." ~Mark Twain.
Show me a hero and I will write you a tragedy. ~F. Scott Fitzgerald
"Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing."
"One need not be a chamber to be haunted; One need not be a house; The brain has corridors surpassing Material place." ~Emily Dickinson
"Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me ~ The Smashing pumpkins.
"Do not do to others what angers you if done to you by others." ~Socrates
"We are weighed down, every moment, by the conception and the sensation of Time. And there are but two means of escaping and forgetting this nightmare: pleasure and work. Pleasure consumes us. Work strengthens us. Let us choose." ~Charles Baudelaire
"The concept of dreaming is known to the waking mind, but to the dreamer there is no waking, no real world, no sanity; only the screaming bedlam of sleep." ~Stephen King
"You will be astounded by the degree to which a human being can waste his life away."
"On the floor I am more at ease. I feel nearer, more part of the painting, since this way I can walk around it, work from the four sides and literally be in the painting." ~Jackson Pollock
"She wears her tears on her blouse confused and racked with self-doubt she stole the keys to my house and then she locked herself out." ~Placebo

So impressed with all you do. Tried so hard to be like you. Flew too high and burnt the wing. Lost my faith in everything.Lick around divine debris. Taste the wealth of hate in me. Shedding skin succumb defeat. This machine is obsolete.Made the choice to go away. Drink the fountain of decay. Tear a hole exquisite red. Fuck the rest and stab it dead.Broken bruised forgotten sore. Too fucked up to care anymore. Poisoned to my rotten core. Too fucked up to care anymore.


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My Interests


Love, Tragedy, Art, Music, Poetry, Horror movies, Concerts, Reading, Sleeping, Fairy-tales, Thunderstorms & Rainy days, Pool, Knives, Weirdness, Intelligence, Dreams, Open minds, Animals, Painting & drawing, Piercings, Tattoos, Halloween,("everyday is halloween.." Adrenaline, Antiques, Serial-Killers, Foreign Places/food, Old/Odd Architecture, Castles, old Cemeteries, Animals, Candy, Gore.

I'd like to meet:


This thing hates me!

Music:

I'm your Opheliac I've been so disillusioned I know you'd take me back But still I feign confusion I couldn't be your friend My world was too unstable You might have seen the endBut you were never able To keep me breathing As the water rises up again Before I slip awayYou know the games I play And the words I say When I want my own way You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell And I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see It's the Opheliac in me, it's the Opheliac in me.I'm your Opheliac My stockings prove my virtues I'm open to attack But I don't want to hurt you Whether I swim or sink That's no concern of yours now How could you possibly think You had the power to know how To keep me breathing As the water rises up again Before I slip awayYou know the games I play And the words I say When I want my own way You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell And I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see It's the Opheliac in me, it's the Opheliac in me.Studies show: Intelligent girls are more depressed Because they know What the world is really like Don't think for a beat it makes it better When you sit her down and tell her Everything's gonna be all right She knows in society she either is A devil or an angel with no in between She speaks in the third person So she can forget that she's meDoubt thou the stars are fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt truth to be a liar But never doubt Doubt thou the stars are fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt truth to be a liar But never doubt I loveYou know the games I play And the words I say When I want my own way You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell And I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see It's the Opheliac in me

Everything.-I have a very widespread and immense interest in music. Heres an idea of what I listen to: Siouxsie and the banshees, The Cure, Emilie Autumn, Bauhaus, Deadsy, Snake River Conspiracy, My life with the thrill kill kult,(Devil bunnies!)Psyclon Nine, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Misfits, Switchblade Symphony, Acid Bath, God Module, NIN, Buckethead, The Deli Creeps, Danzig, Android Lust, Lamb of God, Cranes, Deicide, Shiny Toy Guns, Aphex Twins, The Damned, Katzenjammer Kabarett, Hocico, (old)KoRn, Ladytron, The Prodigy Experience, Jack off Jill, Tool, Pink Floyd, Combichrist, Marilyn Manson, Placebo, Carpathian Forest, The Locusts, Zeromancer, WEEN, London After Midnight, DJ Babyanne, Prodigy, Regina Spektor, Midnight Syndicate, Moonspell, BloodBath, 2pac, The Cruxshadows, Alanis Morrisette, Orgy, Dimmu Borgir, AYRIA, The Breeders, Diary of Dreams, Cannibal Corpse, Flogging Molly, Paul Oakenfold, A Perfect Circle, Morbid Angel, The Birthday Massacre, Assemblage23, Slayer, Type O negative, Tenatious D!, Carrina Round, From Autumn To Ashes, Cradle of Filth, Within Temptation, Babes In Toyland, Katatonia, Opeth, Alien Sex Fiend, Ultraviolence, Jamie Vance, Tori Amos, Informatik, Chimaira, Bush, I.c.p, Twiztid, The Raveonettes, MC Chris, Otep, KMFDM, NIRVANA.-theresTONSmore.



Movies:

DEAD ALIVE. all BATMAN movies, Requiem For A Dream, PARTY MONSTER, A clockwork orange, Fear and Loathing in Las vegas, Cannibal!The Musical, A Midsummer Nights Rave, The Crow, Ginger Snaps, Donnie Darko, Labyrinth (OMG David Bowie), Dark City, Alice in Wonderland, Wallace and Gromit! and the curse of the Wererabbit, Jacobs Ladder, Cannibal Holocaust, What Dreams May Come, Saw, SawIII, Edward Scissorhands, Idle Hands, Silent Hill, Girl,interrupted, Queen of the Damned, Sleepy Hollow, Hook, Four Rooms, Hellraiser;all of them, The Halloween Series, Nightmare on Elm street and series, Hedwig and the angry itch, House of 1000 Corpses, Devils Rejects, AQUATEENSMOVIE, Bubba Ho-tep, Very bad things, The Craft, 300, GRINDHOUSE.

Television:

addicted to: ADULT SWIM, Metalocaplypse!, Aquateens, Sealab, Squidbillies, Brakshow. THE MUNSTERS (RIP YVONNE DE CARLO), CNN, The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Invader Zim, including lots of: IFC

Books:


I read alot

Heroes:

SIOUXSIE SIOUX, and Robert Smith, TOGETHER. In one picture.


Yvonne De Carlo!

(May her beautiful soul forever Rest in Peace!)


©"Moj"

-the most brilliant and inspiring person I know.


"Mama says im the best at playing taxidermy, thats why im gone taxidermy youu..." MOTHERFUCKINBUCKETHEAD

SWITCHBLADE SYMPHONY.


Batman!!!!!!!



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