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here we go a small about me, well i'm 20, live in Newcastle, Australia. at the moment where i stand is pretty fucking awesome, i have a gorgeous girlfriend i love to death im doing a bar working course to get one of my dream jobs, working in a bar is something i wanted for ages..my best mate miles has moved to queensland i love you man you've been there for me for 4 years and you where the best... my pop (R.I.P) is my inspiration, he was diagnosed with liver cancer about 3 years ago, his doctor gave him 6 months to live, he pushed to a year. the reason he is my inspiration is because he showed me that the strength of the heart can surpass anything he pushed that year for us, his family. he was literally falling apart until October the 6th 2006 he past. the reason being we sat down beside him the night before he passed and told him to stop holding on for us, he is needed else where and that we love him so much and we are thankful for him holding out as long as he did. i kind of struggle through my life, i haven't found myself, i am still asking the big question, who am i? i lost my faith due to past events. I'm trying to rekindle my faith in the lord but its hard, some people may say bullshit or whatever but its true, i find it hard.. i do not care what you say, i am me and thats not going to change, i love giving and helping others, i do not live for myself i live for my friends and those i care about. I know a lot of guys say it, you may think i'm just saying it, but i'm a nice guy, i live the saying 'nice guy's finish last', i'm a poser i know it, i may look tough and shit, but once you look inside me you find the real me. outside appearances can be deceiving, so stick around and get to know me, i have time for everyone and everything, i'm very patient and don't mind waiting. If you take time to read this and my blog about me then it is greatly appreciated. thankyou for your time in reading this and drop a line once and a while.
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