leave the bourbon on the shelf
and i'll drink it by myself
i drink a lot, i hurt myself and the people i love a lot, i say stupid things most of the time, im a mean person, im paranoid and scare easily, im a hypocrite and i hold grudges, nothing really means that much to me anymore. i dont care if you dont like me i dont really like myself either.
[email protected]
who am i if im alone?
i hardly exist at all
lets pretend that we dont need anything from anyone anymore,
i dont want to feel anything anymore
lets just pretend.
i guess it doesnt really matter
and every dream a nightmare
and nothing really matters
i thought i was loved
what a fool i was.
