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I'm a single, seperated, someday divorced mother sharing custody of a little angel. I'm always busy. My daughter keeps me running with all her stuff she's involved in. Yeah, she's mentally disabled, she's diagnosed with Smith-Magenis Syndrome (if you're interested, this site explains my little girl : http://www.prisms.org/home.htm). Which stands somewhere between Down's Syndrome and Autism.I work full time in retail. Sometimes I hang out with people, but not a lot. Not currently dating, I don't have time, I don't make time, and I can't imagine anyone ever playing the role of a STEP-dad to my girl, so what's the point taking the first step in dating. Plus I only have but one evening without her to do everything I could possibly do without her with me and strangely enuf, sex just doesn't take priority. Don't ask me why, but I usually clean. :D In most of my spare time I'm either playing with my daughter or cleaning up after her. Ha ha I'm learning my interests slowly. I like to read lately, since I've been seperated, I still enjoy going to the gym. If I can find the time I do like to hang out with friends every once in awhile, which is like 3 times a year. I like to clean (my floors, under the couch, the spare room, my kid's room, the dishes) when I'm stressed out. I enjoy lifting weights. I love spending time with my little girl.I love to push her on her indoor swing, and when she allows me to, rock her to sleep. I enjoy teaching and watching her figure out new things. It kills me I'm not able to spend more time with her, but most of the time I have her with me, she's in physical, occupational, or speech therapy for developmentally delayed kids or preschool, or we're getting ready to go. Our best quality time is usually bath time in the mornings. (http://www.prisms.org/home.htm).. ......MyHotCommen


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Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BEzbkGj7EaQNatasha Bedingfield Soulmate from the album Soulmate (c) 2007 Sony BMG Music Entertainment (UK) Limited
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 19:39:00 GMT

Just to clear something up.

Just for the record, yes I'm still dating my sweetie. He's still awesome. That's the problem. I waiting for him to go Hyde on me. In my last blog, I was referringto my freaking paranoia that he's goin...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:48:00 GMT

Ugh, what was I thinking?!?

I can't be in a "relationship." I hate that how others in my life could be the downfall to my happiness. How does one learn trust and love when they've only been shown betrayal, deceit, and shown how ...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 23:10:00 GMT

Trust & Love: Myth or Reality?

Please refer to my previous blog while reading this one. I love to love. I love wanting to give my heart to someone. I love wanting to give everything and doing everything I can to make that person ha...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:31:00 GMT

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Brooks & Dunn with Reba - If You See Him / If You See Her

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85C-ddRk7jM To my ex loves. Be happy.
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 09:44:00 GMT

Reba McEntire - The Last One To Know

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgyfABPWVO8Music video for "The Last One To Know"
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 09:41:00 GMT

So I might be getting my divorce this year

My ex says he's willing to sign the papers, just give them to him. A BIG part of me is psyched. I want it badly. I'd feel completely free. But . . . there's just a couple things holding me back. Child...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 00:05:00 GMT

Life is an Ironic Joke

So I was cleaning out my pockets and I found a phone number to a guy who kinda asked me if I would wanna go to dinner or something with him sometime. A date. A real date. Not just a "hey, wanna be my ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:15:00 GMT

A few lil thoughts about a lil Zen

Well, my beautiful little Zen just turned 6 yesterday.   I can't believe it. I can't believe I've been someone's mommy for that long, this long. I can't believe the universe ever decided I ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 02:57:00 GMT