All my life I believed that love was grown, and that time mended wounds that were made during the process it took to learn one another. Needless to say I didn’t believe in the old cliché “Love at First Sightâ€. Through life’s long journey of “it’ll be better tomorrow†I realized that I was only fooling myself. The heart doesn’t lie. Only a fool can believe that his/her heart is misleading them. Truth be known, speaking from past experience, I’ve realized that it never really gets better. You constantly have to make yourself believe a lie that is reconstructed everyday to achieve a happiness that really doesn’t exist. So why do we put ourselves through such torturous catastrophes? Is it the desire to be needed by someone, the fear of being alone, or self propitiousness? Regardless of what answer is given, I’ve come to realized, from this dramatic trauma of hardship, and failure, that my mind was conditioned to never trust anyone with my heart. I’ve distant myself from everyone who seemed close to me, and confined myself to a little bitty box of factious reality. Therefore loosing most precious valuable memories that could have been made, that can’t be recreated. The past is the past, and once you blink, you can’t turn around and un-blink what was done. Love is just! I’ve fallen in love with the most incredible woman in the world. At first I couldn’t figure out how I loved her so soon, so quickly, when I wasn’t looking for, or wanting another relationship. It just happened. From the moment she spoke, and the moment I laid my eyes on her, I knew. No question at all, I was in love, and she was the woman of my dreams, and the woman that I’m going to marry. I find myself each day looking back at all the things I’ve spoke about love, and scorn the words that should have never been said. What made her so different? What was so special about this young lady? Other than her kindness, understanding, most immaculate beauty, sex appeal, the ability to make me laugh, smile, and her most wonderful heart, I’ve come to realize only one thing. “I wasn’t lookingâ€! Because I had no desire to be with another person, I had no reason to make excuses for anything that I disliked. My heart couldn’t tell me, she’s not the one for me because I wasn’t looking in the first place. So instead of covering up, my heart opened up, and each day that went by I fell deeper, and deeper in love. So is there a thing as “Love at First Sightâ€? Absolutely! Today I’m a living, breathing witness to this most pristine cliché. I am so blessed. I Thank God every minute that I can get, that he’s shown me, the most amazing, beautiful, sexiest, incredible woman in the world.
Who would i like to meet. Well my soul search has ended. I've met the most incredible woman in the world. Smart, beautiful, talented, full of charisma, loving, caring, and most important of all the sweetest honest woman I've ever known. My life feels complete, she makes me feel like I'm capable of doing anything. I never stop smiling since I've met her. My mind has only had thoughts of happiness. I have the drive to do anything i put my heart too. I am alive. and she makes me proud to be here. I can talk to her, and hold a conversation without wondering is she gonna start yelling or screaming or putting me down. She's amazing. She is a gift from God no doubt in my mind. I pray to God each night and thank him dearly for giving me her.
I found a woman who treats me like a man, and loves me unconditional under all circumstances. Doesn't compared me to other men. she excepts my faults, and me for who i am. She's a woman who can dream as big as me, and shares my dreams as crazy as they may seem. she knows that i love her no matter what. She knows that i love her so much she can feel it without me saying so.
Retired United States Army Veteran
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