About Me
I cheated on Delanie Fischer. We were in a relationship and I cheated on her. I didn’t know how to tell her. It would end us and she would hate me forever. I didn’t want that to happen.
Unable to confront reality, I broke up with her. I figured that the outcome would inevitably be similar, aside from her finding out and getting upset. I don’t know how many times we got back together just to break up again because of how terrible I felt.
We got back together one last time. I wanted to make it go right this time. I don’t know why I thought I’d be able to just tell her one day later. The most important thing to me was that we stayed together. Then, out of nowhere, she asked me.
I felt compelled to be straight with her despite the consequences. I told her the truth. She found out that I cheated on her. I asked her to let me apologize. She let me.
I acted like a shit head.
Now, I will do anything to get her back. After being away from her, without her, for as long as I have been, I realize how much I love her. I wish I had realized this earlier. There is no replacement for what we had. So, I’m going to work toward whatever it is that she wants me to do. I’m going to be whoever she needs me to be.
She is amazing and this is why I feel this way. I am currently working toward this happening.
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SUN MONKEY
The Golden Rules for Painting:
1. Be creative - the paintings that leave the public with some sort of emotion: hate, love, wonder, confusion, etc. are the paintings that will be remembered.
2. Be fast - especially in public places. figures of authority usually do not condone your creativity. they see it as vandalism and may try to cite you for it.
3. Be original - especially when writing and choosing your name. do not pick a name that you have seen before. do not copy a writing style that you have seen before. your name should come to you naturally; give it time.
4. Be an expert - know what you are going to paint before you paint it. do not approach a wall with a can of paint and throw some lines up, and later decide what you are painting. adding to a painting is allowed, however, like little details like your name, and the painting's atmosphere.
5. Always in public - practice at home. build a canvas and practice writing, drawing, filling, and can control. these attributes are all valued when you attempt a public piece.
6. Never in nature - never paint on a tree or a rock or an animal. concrete slabs, benches, out-houses, etc. located at parks and in other public places are acceptable.
7. Be respectful - do not paint over a work that must have taken skill, effort, or time.
8. Be smart - do not get caught.
DISCLAIMER:
I, JORDAN STACHELRODT, IN NO WAY SUPPORT THE DECIMATION OR DESTRUCTION OF PRIVATE, PUBLIC, OR CITY OWNED PROPERTY. I ACKNOWLEDGE THAT VANDALISM IS ILLEGAL, AND IN NO WAY SUGGEST THAT ANYONE EVER ATTEMPT TO DESTROY/VANDALISE ANYTHING, EVER. THEREFORE, I SUPPORT THE CITY'S RIGHT AND THE STATE'S RIGHT TO ARREST, PROSECUTE, AND CITE ANY PERSON(S) WHO CHOOSE(S) TO VANDALISE.
