I am...an unwanted child...a betrayed sister...a forgotten friend...a lost lover.....
I am angry at yet in awe of the world...I am a someone who stands up and fights yet sometimes turns and runs away...I am fearless yet I am scared...I am confident yet I am shy...I am excited yet I am terrified...I am hopeful yet I am doubtful...I am lonely yet I am loved...I am grown up yet I am niave...I am young yet I am experienced...I am determined yet I am hesitant...I am a firm believer yet I am insecure...I am strong yet I am weak...I am jealous yet I am content...I am ready yet I am unprepared...I am everything and yet I am nothing...
Most of all...I am a survivor
Who know the silent screams?
Who hears her crying in her dreams?
Who knows the fearful shame?
Who cares who wins the biased game?
Who knows the pained relief?
Who understands her disbelief?
Who knows?
.. Call me beautiful and not just hot...listen to me even if you don’t like what I say…call me back if I hang up on you…kiss me as though it's the first time every time...hug me in front of your friends…send song lyrics to me...run after me if I walk away…tickle me…stay awake just to watch me sleep…be silly just to see me smile...sing to me...take me out to dinner…kiss me on the forehead…wait for me in the rain…text me as you leave my side…give me a massage because you want to...buy me flowers…make a CD of my favourite songs...call me because you miss me...tell me everything will be okay...hold my face with both hands…play-fight with me…know my favourite things without having to ask…bring me breakfast in bed…tease me…arrive an hour early as a surprise…stay an extra five minutes because you don't want to leave…play with my hair…hold my hand no matter where we are…leave love letters under my pillow…ask me to dance even if you can't…glance at me across the room…go to the shop for me...remind me that you care for me…give me your coat when I'm cold...pick me up and spin me round…walk me home…tell me you feel lucky to have me…remember our anniversary...take me for a picnic in the park…run a bubble bath for me…choose spending time with me over everything else…fix my hair when it’s out of place…tell me I’m yours…stroke my nose until I fall asleep in your arms…wipe my tears away…let me keep your favourite clothes...look after me when I'm ill…talk to me about things that matter…hold me like you’ll never let go……
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Pray as though it all depends on God;
Live as though it all depends on you!
MY PERSONALITY TYPE:
You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have a strong interest in others' needs and well-being. You are pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.
You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic when under pressure or stress.
You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You enjoy some excitement and risk taking in your life.
You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You are very interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much.
You mostly assume that people are honest and fair, however you are wary and hold back from trusting people completely. There are times when you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary, however you are mostly candid, frank and sincere. People find it easy to relate to you. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfilment rather than self-sacrifice. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are tender-hearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.
You are moderately confident that you can achieve the goals you set yourself. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work. You regularly find yourself procrastinating. When faced with decisions, you will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live
