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it's hard for me to think of what to say about myself. There's a lot I could say, a lot I probably shouldn't say and a lot that i'd only say if I knew you really well. Anyways here goes... I love art of all mediums, I have for long as I can remember. I feel that art adds so much vibrates to life, makes it interesting. Creativity is a huge part of my being. One of the forms of art I enjoy is photography. I haven't yet taken any photography classes but i defiantly plan to. Still with limited photography skills I love to take pictures of destroyed things like wrecked cars, ruins abandoned buildings and flawed things. I see beauty in flaws because they attest to the unique course of the life of that object. Flaws speak of truth. We live in a flawed world and therefore true beauty is flawed. I am also fascinated with the human form and taking pictures of both men and women. I love posing for pictures as well as taking pictures because i am such an attention whore. Airbrushing is another long time love of mine. I like to airbrush just about anything, but lately i'v been especially interested in body airbrushing. For a while now i'v been looking into starting my own fashion line. i adore fashion and would really love to see my own designs out there. Fashion is such a great form of self expression and it helps that i'm a shopping whore. I'v put some thought into becoming a model but there are some things about myself i'd like to fix so thats a little ways off. Self-expression is monumentally important to me because i'v learned that when I repress who I am I become severly depressed. Piercings is one of my chosen forms of self-expression and tatoos are coming next. i love almost all forms of body modification, although there is some stuff I personally wouldn't do. I'm a little shy at times, but deep down I really like people. I don't judge people and am willing to befriend people of any type and style as long as they can accept me. As long as a person can be truthful to me we're cool. It also helps if they can handle my occasional moodyness and often dark sense of humor. I'm often accused of being a pessimist but i'm not, i'm just a realist or mayby I am a pessimist I don't really knowand just so we are clear just becouse I talking to you or even flirting with you dosn't mean I want to sleep with you...


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To Be a Soldier of Christ

To Be a Soldier of Christ    Bow before your Lord and accept this greatest responsibility. And with great passion and fury go forth leaving none of His children behind but always show m...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 21:33:00 GMT

The Prayer II

The Prayer II    Lord take the light and put it in my eyes so that I might see Your children in the dark.
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 21:28:00 GMT

The Prayer

The PrayerLord forgive me for I have sinnedI know I'm wrongFor so longI dwell on the badAnd being sadI don't go alone&all those I lead astrayThe blood on my hands won't go awaySo consumed with me and ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 21:26:00 GMT

Love

    Love forbidden in its nature yet still it dwells by the deepest places in my heart. Such love is to trespass upon the vow I made in honor before my Father. But should such love not ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 03:47:00 GMT

to the hungry

    As I read you my work do not think of me as a poet. Though my words are sometimes poetic, I think as myself as a student of life seeking truth amongst the lies. And though I know my Savior that do...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:42:00 GMT

my walk

im on a dark path and i don't know the way im stumbling through the weed and i havent eaten in three days im thirsty as hall like l've never drank befor my heart is sore is but all all i know is war
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 21:48:00 GMT

somebody tell me why

somebody tell me why we have to follow these rules we know nothing about? If we're only supposed to love one person then why are we capable of falling in love with several people at once?  Why is...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 19:09:00 GMT