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nicholas

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About Me

Timshel i just want to be a good person i believe that there IS good in everyone i would like you to call me Kolya. .. Even if the rain always wins, and forces my eyes shut, to dream of...I still dream of brighter days... .. why is it that we assume the worst in people, but want the best? i am an idiot.

My Interests

Currently Gaming: Final Fantasy X Luminous Arc oh, i enjoy the cooking all sorts of tasty cuisines!

I'd like to meet:

someone who will sing to me mindy white dia frampton

Books:

Favorite: East Of Eden. Crime and Punishment. Currently: A Rebours by Joris Karl Huysmans and The Great Tree of Avalon Bk.1 by T.A. Barron The Varieties of Religious Experience by William James

Heroes:

authors, teachers, musicians, survivors, redeemers, believers :) simplicity

My Blog

the last for now. about me.

    it seems like i haven't come very far here. that i am still standing in square one. but at the same time i know this is not the truth. though i havent seen everything, i know that t...
Posted by nicholas on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 10:25:00 PST

spare some thought

    maybe. time to spill since i havent had anyOne to talk with. though i suppose that’s not entirely true. i’ve been going on these little "adventures", trips to places nea...
Posted by nicholas on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 11:43:00 PST

to whom it may concern

    i have a plan, to make our tomorrow that much brighter. if you trust me then we can make it work. "hope it’s all that i know, the calm in the storm is what i look for, inside ...
Posted by nicholas on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 12:00:00 PST

so this is your life...

so i want you to know i wont hold anything against you. if you want to drink and party like no other, do it. it makes no difference to me because this is your choice, and hey it could be lotsa fun. an...
Posted by nicholas on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:35:00 PST

why

did i give up on my dream of leaving california. i still don't understand it. i crippled myself, cut my own wings. i just want the people closest to me, and to leave with them and we can go live on an...
Posted by nicholas on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:34:00 PST

this speech of mine

   I guess it has been quite a while since i have written anything in this blog, so i'm going to start back up again. this method of expression is something i have strangely been drawn to, i...
Posted by nicholas on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 03:56:00 PST

Talamantes Want To Wish You

Seasonal Greetings From The Talamantes,So the year has finally drawn to a close; and with that comes this established tradition of the Talamantes family sending out holiday pictures and a little lette...
Posted by nicholas on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 05:06:00 PST

and you try and you try

    you want to recreate what has happened. but whats the point. things fall apart, that is life. how pointless it is to hope for things to go back to the way they used to be, see now t...
Posted by nicholas on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 08:16:00 PST

10.) In time for the holiday

again i scrapped my latest idea because i felt it wasn't so original.so i will take a shot at this.with the season of winter drawing us in, a lot of that holiday cheer is going to start evincing itsel...
Posted by nicholas on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 06:27:00 PST

9) some thought maybe?

this is not done. i will be working on it bit by bit over the week. but i've decided to not stop writing. thanks to everyone who talked me out of it and who have cheered me up lately, you are the...
Posted by nicholas on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 09:09:00 PST