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Decaytoven

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About Me


Rest In Peace Heath
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So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable
So let the light touch you
and let the words spill through
Just let them pass right through bringing out our hope and reason
Before we pine away.
My theory on God.
It is my own opinion that god is the adults Santa Claus, or at least the same concept, if you're good for a year or, in Gods case, your life, you will get rewarded with a present or everlasting life. But if you're bad, you will get a lump of coal or ETERNAL DAMNATION!!!.
Adults seem to express the same admiration for GOD that a child does for Santa Claus. Both are respected and feared because they can see you all of the time. And adults think its cute that their child believes this because they are innocent and dont know any better. well they grow up and stop believing such as i have stopped believing in God.
I am merely displaying this on my profile so i do not have to explain it to you when you ask me my reasons for the disbelief of such dieties, because i think that the only reason that religion is here is to control the masses like a psychological drug fed to you your whole life, when they keep us in fear, they keep us in line.
Now i have not yet found out who "They" are yet, and i do not think i ever will. But at least i have shimmied out of their stranglehold that they've had me in for such a long time.
And another issue i would like to bring up is the fact that some people think the ancient polytheism are ridiculous theories made up by self righteous exploiting pagans wanting to control their era of people, but thats what I think about modern religions. The advancement of modern religions over the centuries has surpassed the pagans dieitys,but just like the pagans dieties, there will always be a new belief that people choose to follow. Does this make them wrong in the eyes of their successors? Yes. And in that fact I find all forms of religion evil, as most of you find in MY beliefs now. To obtain oneness as a human race, we must throw out all beliefs, this of course is not easy because each societies set of rules is based on a religious cause and effect standard. I do believe the world needs order, but there are better ways of adopting it than fighting for what our religion believes is right.
In closing I would like to thank you for reading my ideas and hopefully keeping an open mind in the mean time. In no way was I influenced by my elders and came up with this on my own. And i know what you might be thinking, "well kyle you just havent explored the NUMEROUS WONDERS RELIGION HAS TO BEHOLD" you might be right, but at least i've explored them enough to find them all evil and come to a conclusion that fits me.
MY THESIS:
during my 16 years on this earth i have come to a
conclusion, nobody can really be right about anything
because it is only a matter of opinion, what may be
right to you may not be right to another, and on that
note i have also realized that openmindedness cannot
fully be achieved, but of course by saying that i have
completely illustrated my point because if i was truely
openminded then i wouldnt have closed my mind to the to
the fact that openmindedness can never be achieved, if you start to think about it, you can contradict anything
anyone has to say, but by doing that you have completely
shut your mind to the subject.There is, of course, no
visable way of avoiding this. I realize that this is very confusing, and if you have questions, im afraid that i
have nothing to offer you in the form of the answer, you yourself must examine the subject and come to your own
conclusion, but you must realize that by coming to that conclusion you have shut your mind to every other conclusion
that you could have come to. Im sorry if i confused you
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My Interests

Movies, music

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Music:

lets see, i enjoy: A Perfect Circle
, Tool
, Avenged Sevenfold
, Radiohead
, Rage Against the Machine
, Queens of the Stoneage
, Red Hot Chilli Peppers
, Prince
, AFI
, The Doors
, Jimi Hendrix
, Deftones
, The Beatles
, Led Zeppelin
, The Cure
, Incubus
, NIN
, System of a Down
, Van Halen
, The White Stripes
,Sublime
, Norma Jean
,Unearth

Movies:

Favorite movies
-Pulp Fiction
-Good Night and Good Luck
-Tombstone
-Flatliners
-Nightmare on Elm Street
-Clerks
-Saw
-Saw 2
-Saw 3
-The Cell
-The Matrix
-Lost Boys
-Memento
-Confessions of a Dangerous Mind
-The Addams Family
-Gattica
-Wedding Crashers
-A Clockwork Orange
-Capote
-From Hell
-True Romance
-The Usual Suspects
-Garden State
-Full Metal Jacket
-Donnie Darko
-John Carpenters Cigarette Burns
-High Tension
-Crash
-Good Will Hunting
-The Ginger Snaps movies
-Brick
-Young Frankenstein
-Leaving Las Vegas
-The Evil Dead
-Evil Dead 2
-The Illusionist
-Army of Darkness
-House Of 1000 Corpses
-The Devils Rejects
-Hellraiser
-300
-Grindhouse
-Seven
-Taxi Driver
-Fight Club
-Star Wars 1-3,6
-American History X
-Malcolm X
-Platoon
-Reservior Dogs
-Saving Private Ryan
-Raging Bull
-Sin City
-Jaws
-London
-The Sixth Sense
- V for Vendetta
-Dog Day Afternoon
-Serpico
-The Devils Advocate
-The Big Lebowski
-Ed Wood
-Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
-Dazed and Confused
-The Thing
-Shaun of the Dead
-Sling Blade
-The Godfather
-The Godfather 2
-Casino
-The Departed
-The Cable Guy
-Rushmore
-Deja Vu
-The Song Remains the Same
-The Pianist
-The Shining
-Edward Scissorhands
-Citizen Kane
-Awakenings
-Schlindlers List
-A Scanner Darkly
-The Abyss
-12 monkeys
-The Fountain
-Mean Streets
-Vanilla Sky
-Black Snake Moan
-The Hitcher (old and new)
-The Number 23
-Eyes Wide Shut
....To Be continued

Television:

i dont really like tv, i just watch movies on tv, i miss Freakazoid

Books:

i enjoy reading immensely

Heroes:


jim morrison opened up my eyes to many new things, and influenced the way i write, so did Chuck Palahniuk, he wrote fight club, Zach De La Rocha, Jimmy Page, John Bonham, Robert Plant, yes in that order(that was a tough decision),Jimi Hendrix,

My Blog

thunder

I woke up to the sound of thunder.and its promises of a rainstorm.The drum like pattern of the rain falls on my tin roof.Its pure smell permeates through my window i awake with nature.i awake with lif...
Posted by Decaytoven on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:27:00 PST

He

His was a sad and lonely existance.With the hopes of Him understanding the point of his existance finally crushed, He welcomes death. He learns to accept every drop of blood falling from His arm and f...
Posted by Decaytoven on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:27:00 PST

S

She explained to me Why I live,With A new idea like a breeze of Sea Air. Ah,the sound of anInevitable changerings loudly in my earsAnd rescues me fromMy Ambivalence....
Posted by Decaytoven on Fri, 02 May 2008 08:02:00 PST

About Life.

I've been thinking about my life.And about my relationships with people.one in particular.Tyler Marquez.I never realized how important he is in my life, We've been through a multitude of conflicts and...
Posted by Decaytoven on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:59:00 PST

intemptesta nox (part one)

   The day was gone. As the twilight starts to fade, the snow blankets the bare trees in their caskets of winter. The smell of burning oak fills the air while the ravens dance around the hou...
Posted by Decaytoven on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:13:00 PST

Static Part One( second draft)

Look."LOOK!"I woke up screaming look.What happened?I look to my alarm clock and see the time is 6:03 am.I've got to get up.I'm gonna be late.I find myself in my kitchen making this mornings brew of co...
Posted by Decaytoven on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 07:21:00 PST

Antagonist

With a bullet in the chamber she pointed the gun at his head. He started the normal plea for his life, her brown eyes showed the familiar glimmer of excitement i had seen so many times before, her eye...
Posted by Decaytoven on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 10:51:00 PST

translations

translations for my new blog Naz Tsaid.Naz Tsaid: kill Be-gahi: nearJish-cha: with demonsChindi :devilThat is all
Posted by Decaytoven on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:13:00 PST

naz-tsaid (a strange journey)

The storm is behind me.I walk down the desert road, the clouds hang over the hills like a dark plague.There is no sign of life for miles, the cactus keeps me company along with the occasional lizard r...
Posted by Decaytoven on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:10:00 PST

intensity.

The darkness of my mind CONSUME my being .My fears INTENSIFIED, my urge for self DESTRUCTION hightenedThe ANGER built up slowly releases through my words and thoughts.The clouds SWELL around my world,...
Posted by Decaytoven on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:05:00 PST