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About Me


So here we are in the best years of our lives, with no way of knowing when the wind will stop spinning because we don't know where we're going.
Saryanne Leu.
Call me Sary. (SAIR-ee)
I don't know myself very well, and neither does anyone else... with the exception of one person.
Speaking of him... I have a boyfriend.
Devon Getchell.
He means the whole universe and more to me. People can keep talking as much shit about us as they desire, but I don't even care anymore. Our age difference doesn't matter to me in the least. We love each other and that's what matters. We've been through a countless number of ups and downs and there have been a few mistakes I've made a while back, but we've gotten over it. I know we can handle anything else that we have coming our way. [July/9/2007]
I am arachniphobic, autohpobic, and germaphobic. (That means I'm afraid of spiders, being alone [That being the most extreme], and germs/getting sick.)
I'm bipolar and when I'm not on my meds, I go crazy. This is what makes me personality so unexplainable.
I'm really ADD too, but I refuse to take meds for that.
I'm straight edge to most extents.
The only drugs I do are prescription drugs in recommended doses, caffeine, and Tylenol/Aspirin type meds.
I'm really nice, I promise.
People complain about me giving them 'evil looks.' I homestly do n't mean to, I promise.
If you actually talk to me, I'll be really friendly.
A lot of the things I say to unnoticed.
I don't pay attention or l isten to much of anything.
I space out like every other time something is said.
Parents don't like me 90% of the time.
A lot of things I say don't come o ut right.
I usually end up pi ssing someone off by simply not thinking about what I say.
I make bad impressions on people that don't know me very well, especially adults/parents/teachers.
I will always share my food.
I speak English, a little bit of sign language, a l ittle bit of German, a little bit of Spanish, and a tiny but of Maori.
Random words in random languages come out in the middle of most of the things I say.
I hate kids and I don't know why.
I'm extremely pessimistic.
I have horrible self-esteem issues.
I hate myself with a passion most of the time.
I'm never pleased with anything I do or say.
Aside from all of this, there are those select few people in the world that I love and I know they love me and they're all I need to get by in life.
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Sophomore year schedule.

SEMESTER 1 1. Photo composition/design. - Stegeman. 2. Geometry honors- Moe 3. English 10- Elsbernd 4. German 1- Miller 5. Global studies- Elsen 6. Biology- Carey 7. Art Metals- Cossette   SEMEST...
Posted by Sary. on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 08:43:00 PST

I AM SO STUPID.

I was too scared to say yes. I wanted to so badly you have no idea. I regret it so much. All I felt all day was jealousy and I was so upset. I feel sick. But it's too late now.       &n...
Posted by Sary. on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 07:17:00 PST

Life.

I just feel like everyting is falling apart.FriendsSchoolRelationshipsBut most of all: myself.I used to be so together.I was so smart, and knew what I wantedI knew what I thought.Now I have no idea wh...
Posted by Sary. on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:24:00 PST