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Big J &lt;3's Joshua

WOW who sucks at life me..... O YEA!!!

About Me

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Layouts Straight From The East CoastTHERES ALOT YOU DONT NO ABOUT ME!!~
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~IM ABOUT 5'5.
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~Im a realy cool and sweet person once u get to no me.
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~MY friends are one of the most important things to me. I would save their lifes over mine any day. SO DONT MESS WITH MY FREINDS!!!
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~Im not a big person to hold grudages very long. BUT that depends on the sucumstances.
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~i love being around people and talking laughing haveing a good time.
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~ i can be a very shy person when i frist meet you.
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~i play on the Cambria Heights Varsity Softball team
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~im in the marching band for ch!!! and let me tell yea wut happeneds in band sometimes stays on the band bus...lol
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~I hate when people lie! so i dont lie to most people. I wont lie to my friends so if they hear something they should always come ask me first!!!!!!!
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~MY BEST FREINDS NO MATTER WUT WE GO THOUGH!!!~
~*Ashlee*~
~*Cheese*~
~*morgan*~
~*Sean*~
~*CO-KANE*~
~*BOOYA*~
~*Lacey*~
~*Cyndi*~
~*TOM bricker*~
~*deanna*~
~*cassie*~
~*Josh*~
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~ WISHES AND DREAMS~
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~I wish that every one would have there own oppinion of me and not of wut they hear.
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~ I have my dreams come true
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~ Also to be happy
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~ BAD THINGS OR HABBITS~
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~ I think Im ugly
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~I love to do and say stupid shit
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~I have a realy bad attitude
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~ i think i suck at life!
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~SAD AND TRUE~
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~unloved and ugly!
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~my teams~
~#35;33 on the CH soft ball team~
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~INDY COLTS ~ **11-4 BABY**
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~INDY CAR RACING
*Marco Andretti
* Danica Patrick
CHEESE- I love you in so many ways you were a friend even when i wasnt a great friend. I let cassie come between us once and i dont want any thing to keep us from being friends. I know you probly dont get any of this and most likely your not going to but dont let cassie tell you or convince you that we'er not friends we have been through way to much in the past to lose eachother because a stupid fight. WE better grow up and our kids are even going to know each other or my kid had better know you so well the call you uncle.
morgan- WOW so much to say! I just want to say that you are truely a sweetie.... I no that over the years i have been a total bitch to you and im sorry i was with the wrong kind of people and im sorry! and if any one ever Fin hurts her or that baby of hers ill kill you all
Lacey- Over the years we have gotting so close and I know that even when I was a total bitch because I know i was at some piont you alway where there. Me you and boo had so many fun times and there hopefuly will be many more. Troy Allen Gearhart, due on June 3rd 2007!!! we cant wait to see him!
Annie- You have helped me. You have been a shoulder when i needed one and you have always seen me at my worst and my best and always stayed right there by my side. we havent realy ever faught. Un till this past 2 moths. but hopefully we r back to the way before soon. NO MATTER WHAT. Im always here for you and your like a sister to me. No better than a sister. WE Better never forget each other in time NEVER. My kids better Know yoru so well they call you aunt. and i have the same to say to u as devin i love u both and i dont no were things went wrong i no it was my fault cuz it all ways is but im so sorry and i hate how a friend ship like ours fell apart
Ashlee- Babe we ment in band and ever since we have been freinds and i love everything about you WE have to start hanging out more and i love you can always make me laugh. We hopefuly will have many more fun times in the future actully i no we will and We better not grow up and lose eachother.
Booya- Your my brother and i love and miss you because i likenever see you any more!
if i forgot any one tell me!

My Interests

i love playing my tenor sax well love playing the sax period....i now play the barrie sax for the cambrai heights concert band and tenor sax for the CH MARCHIGN BAND
i love music and photography~ i want to be a photogapher or an arkiologist srry spelled wrong
I love people most of the time.... even tho m losing most of my friends right now
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
You Are a Centaur
In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Music:

any thing but classical

Movies:

I LOVE MOVIES...
Rocky HOrror Picture Show
HOok
the list goes on but to lazy at this point in time

Books:

My Blog

SAIL AWAY

   Come Sail Away ( Styx )I'm sailing away, set an open course for the virgin seaI've got to be free free to face the life that's ahead of meOn board I'm the captain, so climb aboardWe'll ...
Posted by The Big J on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 11:50:00 PST

GOOD song that decribes how i feal any more!!

I'll Fly Away Some glad morning when this life is o'er,I'll fly away.To a home on God's celestial shore,I'll fly away.I'll fly away, O Glory, I'll fly away.In morningWhen I die, Hallelujah, bye and ...
Posted by The Big J on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 08:26:00 PST

boyfreind application!!!!!

full NAME ?AGE? birthday?EYE COLOR?HAIR COLOR?HAIR STYLE?HEIGHT?WEIGHT?WHERE DO U LIVE?HOMETOWN?WOULD YOU CALL ME OR DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU?WOULD YOU MAKE THE FIRST MOVE?DO YOU HAVE A CELL PHONE?DO YOU...
Posted by The Big J on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 05:06:00 PST

Life

Some people just cant take a hint on any thing. At all. Life my suck up Life is what you make it. So life life to the fullest you never know when it could be over. It always could be wrose.
Posted by The Big J on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST