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About Me

My Problem:
The loss of those illusions that give color to the world so that you dont care whether things are true or false as long as they partake of the magical glory.
sn: JRT4CBF
so im me if u want!
i luv God and music, both i could not live without.i luv dancing in the rain,and just plain dancin...
lol, i like the sunshine though, too.i almost died at skateboarding 1 time... but i can now so WOOO!!!i like sports like bball, and i like swimmin,i have been horseback riding which wuz really awesome. i like kickin it with my friends and watchin movies and talkin to ppl
only my closest friends call me korky =]
n so i must say hola to my many amigos: Jen, chinky, robin, stimes, aaron, khrystle, ben, kristin, derek, esther, youna, kellykelly, cara, karine, derek, amanda, cat, craig, angelica, ashley, amber, brian and kinga n all of my friends...and those i havent listed, u noe who u r n i luv u all...lol
i "bite" people. no, not violently. but if you know me, then you know what im talking about =]
I'M A PIRATE =]
i love Pirates of the Carribean One, Two, and im ready to see Three =].....i noe all the words *smile*
you can label me if you want. and you can even talk about me behind my back. but people with class dont say things behind people's back that they cant say to their face =]
im always busy and i always have 2 be doin something..i cant just sit around doin nuthin all my life...its eitha studying, being with friends, or going 2 youth group/church
--------~SPORKS~-------
WATCH OUT BOYZ THE SPORK REVOLUTION IS CLOSER THAN U THINK.u each have ur own personalized spork....they r deadlier than u think...lol dont worry im not phsyco...but thats another word 4 it...*bites lip* *evil smile*....
lol and im done...
one of my many talents is speech.....
i am VERY outgoing n friendly lol i can talk to ppl for hours...
many of my friends see me as a big flirt...i like to say i treat everyone equally...boys AND girls
i like talkin to ppl about God, and singing worship songs....
i like In-N-Out, Tommy's, and....MEXICAN FOOD!!!!...but then again wut mexican doesnt like mexican food???
oh! and starbucks =]
i love how people who dont even know me talk crap. ur awesome guys. God bless you =]
i like helping ppl...emotionally, and physically.
im really passionate about things that i have strong opinions about....
i start ITT-Tech in June 07 to become a CSI
i like the smell of freshly dried clothes.
i dont like being ignored.
i dont like when ppl talk to me durrin a movie.
i like just sittin around n talkin w/ my krew =].
im SINGLE....story of my LIFE...i say that a lot
SOML is my abbreviation for it...=]
i also say "im done" a lot =]
my favorite shoes are my pirate boots. i wear them as often as i can...with the exception of school =]
i am a tomboy...or w/e you wanna call it...cuz im not a girly girl...i dont like pink, or dresses, or nail polish, or heels, or frilly things. the girliest things i wear are earings. im a pirate...and for God's sake, pirates arent pretty, pink, and hearts lol.
i dont wear skirts or shop at victoria's secret (except for body spray =]), or go to MAC/Sephora...
thats right, i dont wear make-up.
i'm probably the only girl you'll know who thinks girls are extremely complicated, and who would rather play a sport with the boys, than go shopping for prom.
i've come to terms with the fact that i dont need a guy.
i've learned to be patient and trust God with that. it's made me a much happier person by reminding myself that God will send me a man when HE knows im ready. im only 17 and i have the whole world in front of me. =]
i think i may be a closet "hopeless romantic"... but i will almost always say the opposite. like when i say soml, or if i say gag me and stuff like that lol
i talk to myself...a LOT...more than most people
i ♥ Philosophy & Apologetics class
i ♥ being able to defend my faith
i would do nething 4 my friends
Patience has sunk to my feet so if u plan on hurting me, dont bother
i ♥ being mexicana (say it with an accent)
i dont ♥ carrying a purse or bag....i may be a gurl but its just cuz they dont make THIN GURL WALLETS....so i carry 1 cuz i have to.
i don't like having to explain 2 every1 about my eczema
so here u go: its a non-contagious genetically inherited disease in which the body produces new skin cells too fast, and the old skin doesnt have time to leave...happy?
=] now that u noe.....la
i ♥ God for putting me in every situation of my life...i don't like hating things...its a pretty strong word so i try my best not to use it.i also dont like to cuss. im sorry to say that yes, once in a while i do. and im NOT ok with that. its just not right.
i ♥ when ppl call me..it lets me noe who my friends are
i dont like when ppl claim to be christians, but u wouldnt noe it unless u asked them...FAITH IS NOTHING WITHOUT ACTIONS
i dont like wearing skirts or heels, or painting nails or doing hair...i'll do it if i have to
i ♥ giving gifts
i ♥ spelling my name k-o-r-t-n-i, not courtney
i ♥ my mommy like NO OTHER
i dont like obnoxious ppl.
i like going to youth group and church.
i like swimming.
i like this quote: "Pain is just Weakness leaving the Body"
and "pain lets you know you're still alive"
and "pain is momentary, the ending results of your pursuit are forever"like filipino spaghetti.
its sweet...no really...its sweet...lol
i like asking ppl if i can touch their aglets or wenis....try it sometime...
i collect snapple caps
i dont like when ppl tell me they r my friend n dont act like it.
i like layin on my bed n listening to music.
i like when ppl feel they can b honest n b themselves around me.
i like when ppl stick to their word.
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My Interests

awww look its ANTO!!!

I'd like to meet:

IM NOT HERE TO DATE =]

these are my owners...and i am their gardener =]

the people of my life in no particular order:

my sister-in-law, Karine
she is so uplifting and compliments me no matter how bad i look.
i'm thankful that i can always count on her to make me smile =]

my filipino wife, Khrystle
i love her to death no matter what. she's been with me through
thick and thin. and im thankful for that. she is my penguin

Sharon
She is so amazing. She gives amazing hugs
and knows how to brighten my day =]

one of my best friends Melanie
she's one of the most amazing women of God that i know.
we can laugh for hours about nothing in particular =]
and

this is Ben
he's my husband and we have a secret handshake,
and he's training me to be a ninja =] im thankful for his hugs and his ability to make my life.

and this is my wife...
she's pretty much the reason i've survived highschool,
and the only way i will keep my sanity.
i've married her about 150 times already =]

Kelly
kelly reminds me that im not the only loser on
this planet =] and she gives great hugs!

Stimes
my other husband
he never fails to bring a smile to my face.
we have deep conversations and bulletin fights
with other people who think they can overthrow seniors.
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I'd like to meet....
anyone at church! and school! =] but if i dont know you in person, dont bother trying to add me. i keep it safe like that lol =]

For Those of Us Who Have Lost the Ability to Trust:
For those of us who were willing to believe what he/she told us because we just wanted to hear it so bad that we didnt care who it came from.
For those of us who are told that we are amazing and loved and special but dont want to hear it because in one way or another, we know that the person who said it will turn around and rip our heart out.
Those of us who WANT to believe that what he's/she's saying is true, but can't because of the damage other people have done to our hearts.
For those of us who are sorry that the ones that we love now, have to pay for what others whom we thought we loved did in the past.
For those of us who really do try to trust again, but it ends up being physically imppossible because theres NO way that he/she is sincere.
We know that no matter what he/she tells us about their deepest feelings for us that there is that place in our heart that is doubting it so that when they let us down, it doesnt hurt as much.
When we SAY we love you, we mean it by showing it.
We doubt that what ever he/she said is so full of lies that we turn away when they tell us what they really feel.
For those of us who over and over again feel the need to run away from trusting situations because SOMEONE will let us down.
No matter what anyone says or does to us, no matter how hard they try, they cant fix the hurt. They can't fix what's been broken because we're always going to second guess everything.
For those of us who are SICK of not being able to love like we've never been hurt. Who are sick of having to tell him/her that they have to wait because of someone else's mistake.
This is a tribute to us. The people who have had their trust lost so many times for so many different people.
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I want a guy.......
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt. (especially after he put his cologne on it)Heâ€™ll stay home with me and watch Disney movies.
And the only person he would ever watch it with would be me.He'll call me at 3 AM and ask me what Iâ€™m doing.
He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.
And he wonâ€™t get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.
All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.He'll stay up with me all night when Iâ€™m sick.When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.
He'll love everything about me.We always end up laughing about silly fights.We wonâ€™t get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me...every time he kisses me.
He'll tell me he wouldnt know what to do without me.He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.I want a boy who will dance with me. To any kind of music. Even if we're listening to my mom's old country cd's.He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.
When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my noseâ€¦then I'll put some all over his face. And we just never stop laughing.He wouldnâ€™t be scared to cry in front of me-- and would hold me when I cry...Heâ€™ll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl heâ€™s ever met.
We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.
Heâ€™ll let me go places with his mom.We would play tag and not care whose watching.Weâ€™d kiss in the rain.He'd get mad if I insult myself or put myself down.And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again.
I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.I want someone to be there no matter what... always and forever.I'll be able to trust him to not break my heart, and I wont break his.He would be passionate.I will be his one and only, and he would be mine.He'll be the one i can count on through good times and bad.He won't be too cool to act like a kid with me.We'll push each other in shopping carts at the stores.He'll sing songs with me.I won't have to put on a dress/make-up/heels/etc for him to tell me im beautiful.And I won't have to change any part of me for him to be satisfied...he'll love me just as I am.I'll be different than all the other women in his life, and he'll show that to me with more than just words.He'll love God more than life, and he'll understand that God comes before he does.

Music:

i like almost all types (lol u should c my ipod) of music such as:
selena
shakira
spanish rock
yes, ranchero music, too
Louis Armstrong
Linkin Park,
Pat Benatar
Nickleback,
Evanescence
george thorougood
jonny cash
fuel
joan jett
pink
nelly
yellowcard
blink 182
the supremes
the temptaions
my chemical romance
Hillsong
30 Seconds to Mars
and yah i think u get the picture....lol i love music, if im not listening to it, im singing, or writing a song...music is a big part of my life...

me after all that sugar:

Movies:

PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN!!!
i know all the words of the movie =]
and STAR WARS!!!!!! lol total fanatic!!! lol newayz Ferris Beuler's Day Off,
breakfast club, NAPOLEON DYNAMITE...heck yes ....gosh...
NEWAYZ lol and pretty much all types of movies including: horror,comedy,action,dram...etc.

You're Meg! Sexy and sassy, you don't need
anyone's help, you can take care of yourself
thank-you-very-much! You're a bit afraid of
getting hurt by others, but when you let them
in you'll find nothing but love.

Which Disney Princess Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla thats right....EASILY HURT...hence the sporks..lol
i ♥ with jen....

Television:

CSI,Spongebob Squarepants,King of Queens,Everybody loves raymond,yes, i like the golden girls as well =], orange county choppers,west coast choppers, FAMILY GUY...lol who doesnt watch that??? its hil-ar-ious...and im done lol

Books:

THE BIBLE
Lake Of Dead Languages
Salem Falls
The Great Gastby
Every Young Woman's Life
Pride and Prejudice
find me a good book to read
=]

Heroes:

God is my number one
my family
friends:
melanie
jen who has been there for me since before sporks were kool... and way before i regained my sanity. she's helped me cope with a lot more that normal people could handle. i owe her everything Ben and Khrystle , my pirates, cuz i married them and love them for saving me from myself. they've done so much for me, and i owe them my life. My friends are my past, my present, and my future.
Pirates 4 life, forever, and for always
i also admire those who can walk around with smiles on their faces like i can, even when they feel like they're broken on the inside.
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My Blog

life is too short

Life is too short to wake up every morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance,...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Fri, 04 May 2007 04:37:00 PST

yes, you can read this one =P

josh brought it to my attention:you cant see most of my blogs =] haha. suckers.jk newayz so in case you dont know, life is made by the little things that go right. well... life isnt happening that way...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Thu, 03 May 2007 08:09:00 PST

back in the jr. high days... i listened to

*Nsync =]I would give everything I own, I'd give up my life, my heart, my home.And I would give everything I own, Just to have you You taught me how to laugh, What a timeWhat a timeYou never sai...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:25:00 PST

living in fear

Living in fear of God is different than living in fear of evil, becausewhen you live in fear of God, you dont need to fear evil. ...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 10:55:00 PST

im not afraid anymore... well.. almost. =]

ok so this morning.... i had a dream.. before i woke up obviously =]it was something like i was dead... and i was following my dad and jarjay to "look for my body"? (sry way 2 many CSI episodes lol)an...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:48:00 PST

new quote. for some people i know.

Life isnt about going out with someone, it's about having fun with the ones you ALREADY love. ~ Eric Stimes...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:11:00 PST

send me on my way =]

today was overall a good day.even though 1/4th of our group was gone... =[but newayz =]We're supposed to have a test 2morrow in AP psycho, and i didnt know what chapter we were on till yesterday... an...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:37:00 PST

ok, yes, you can read this one, lol

emotionally, physically, spiritually, and intellectually. im tired of feeling bad.im tired of school.im tired of never being able to do anything right.im tired of always being reminded that im not imp...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 10:31:00 PST

lol blog number 4h57fb84 =]

"i wasnt in love with you. i was in love with the idea of being in love." -(who knows?) sry i woke up and thats the first quote that came to mind. ? lol whatever. ...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:40:00 PST

in the end, it'll pay off

i've never felt as disposable to a person as i do right now.and i've gotta get this feeling out of me somehow.so i'll go home aloneand disconnect the phonei'm becoming the thing you've wanted me to be...
Posted by Lady Pirate on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:18:00 PST