elizabeth or dora is what you call me.im the kinda girl who will dance in the poor rain, and sometimes like it touching my skin,but no one notices im crying sometimes i will cry just to let things out and dont really have a reason sometimes people may not notice,but every day 1 single tear falls down my face i will laugh when nothing is said and laugh for hours til i pee no matter what happens i will forget things forgive people even if they killed sum1 but you know what thats me. love me or hate me...i dont care bout the bad things you think of me ive learned that goodbyes will always hurt,no matter what even if its for a while pictures never replace having been there and felt that. memories good or bad will always bring tears,even if its happy and words can never replace the feeling. my songs usually tell you how i feel... i will believe anything you tell me. and everything im not, made me everything i am i have been hurt every day of my life,but every day is a new beginning and every day i always get stronger.... i never let things bother me even when they threaten me i just laugh and walk away,cause no one can ever hurt me as stronge as i get every day and when i see my family and friends they can always make me smile,laugh,cry at times,but always know how to fix me No one can ever brake me!!!!!! ok i understand and i may seem like a bitch sometimes and i realize it,but just try and understand where im cumin from...i lived my life differently and i see things differently.im tryin not to judge,im just tellin u how i feel.i would like to be ur frand just look at wat im tryin to say!and to tell u sumtin u dont really know me either.im the person tht will always be myself no matter wat,do anything for my frands, gets hurt then picks herself up and moves on,doesnt care wat anybody elses thinks,stays strong,takes responsability for her actions and when i srew up.luvs her frands,family,school,to have fun,and to live life the way i want to and i want to become a writer,i can be a nerd sometimes,i was always in honor roll til i made one big mistake and everything crashed,i did my best to fix it but then fell in love and at the same time lost 1 of my bests frands, i lost my love and got lost. every day i try to get my frand back but some how keeps getting pushed away,i love her with all my heart and i want her to know and maybe she does,but is afraid tht one of us might get hurt again and i dont want her to get hurt and she tries to protect me 2 but i took a chance and was hurt but i got hurt tryin to save her.i probably shouldnt tell this and i dont know why i am,but my hands cant stop typing.lol.thats my life and im sorry if i ever hurt anybody,i really am. And u know wat? I did fall in love and got hurt many times inthe process.I was lost and then found myself,but ppl seemed to leave me,they left me alone,and that is one of my fears,im afraid that i will screw up again and loose everyone.Im afraid to grow up all alone,with no one here to help grab my hand and save me from the edge im slipping off.im still in love and just barely gaining my frand back.I told someone to there face that i loved them,and all they did was lift there head up from the ground and tell me that they didnt love me back.He was in love with one of my frands.It tore me to shreads and yet here i am,dying and bleeding inside everyday.I had a frand that knew i was in love with him and she decided to turn her back on me.She ended up making moves on him,hugging him, and he eventually asked her to the last school dance.Some frand huh? but im still tryin to face the lie that maybe its best to let him go.....in my heart its telling me to stay strong and keep holding on to him,he might like u to but doesnt want to show it,and i still end up tripping on the love for him.You cant make ppl like you,and you cant make ppl love u,but u can make ppl fear u.........I do know i am beatiful in and out,and no one can ever change that!!!♥
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