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About Me

HI IM NIK,IM 42 FROM ESSEX.IM A DISABLED GUY (SPINAL INJURY,CAR CRASH)ALTHOUGH THIS IS PART OFF MY LIFE IT DOSNT DEFINE WHO I AM.I HAVE 3 SONS OF 11,20,22.THE KIND OF PEOPLE I LIKE TEND TO BE QUIRKY,ALTERNATIVE,UNIQUE.IF YOUR INTO BIRTH SIGNS IM A SCORPIO,I FIT ALL THE TRADITIONAL SCORPIO TRAITS (DETERMINED AND FORCEFUL,EMOTIONAL AND INTUITIVE,POWERFULL AND PASSIONATE,EXCITING AND MAGNETIC) ON THE DARK SIDE(JEALOUS,OBSESSIVE,SECRETIVE).IF THERES ANYTHING YOU WANT TO ASK ME FEEL FREE.I ALSO LUV GETTING INTO PEOPLES HEADS AND FIGURING THEM OUT(AMATEAUR PSYCHOLOGIST).I DISLIKE DISHONEST PEOPLE AND WILL TEND TO CHALLENGE PEOPLE WHO I FEEL ARE NOT BEING HONEST WITH ME,IF YOUR RACIST DONT BOTHER TO CONTACT ME UNLESS YOUR OPEN TO BEING RE-EDUCATED.I LUV HEARING PEOPLES OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS AND LUV TO HAVE A GOOD DEBATE.I AM ALSO QUITE OPINIONATED AND LUV TO HAVE MY IDEAS AND OPINIONS CHALLENGED.I KNOW THIS SOUNDS KINDA HEAVY BUT I AM ACTUALLY A REALLY CHILLED OUT GUY.I LOVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE SUPERNATURAL,MYSTERIES,UFO..S OR ANYTHING THAT GOES BUMP IN THE NIGHT..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Martin Luther King,Aliens....And Her>>>>

My Blog

LOVE

Forever.......
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 18:38:00 GMT

Ouch

I'm scared of the things I feelStill just trying to healStamped -- Handle With CareDon't hurt me -- don't you dare.Fearful of what could be,I'm not good enough -- no, not me.You might have to be boldI...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:48:00 GMT

Sleepless

Another sleepless night Spent tossing & turning Thoughts jumping round my mind In endless explorations Of so many considerations Twirling round my brain Like stars in the sky. All these thoughts ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:44:00 GMT

If You Forget Me

I want you to knowone thing.You know how this is:if I lookat the crystal moon, at the red branchof the slow autumn at my window,if I touchnear the firethe impalpable ashor the wrinkled body of the log...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 15:31:00 GMT

Sweet Lady

As you gaze upon the windswept watera distant queen, yet a saddened daughterof days gone by and lies come trueI long for the love of my sweet lady that tender, warm love of my sweet lady The stars ar...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 19:10:00 GMT

Listen

If you don't understand my silence, you can't understand my words!
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 16:55:00 GMT

What is happening to me?

Just beyond my reach Is something I should know. The quiet whispering of new senses Murmur in the back of my head. There is something important out there. Comprehended only in fragments, It spea...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 16:30:00 GMT

What Am I Feeling?

More and more I have noticed. There is something not quite right inside me. It is quite subtle. It has to do with my feelings. For many feelings there is no problem. Simple anger, frustration or...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 16:27:00 GMT

Alone

Across the cosmos I cry out For a voice from someone else. I am alone and very lonely. There is darkness all around me Is there anyone who will share The joy and sorrow of life with me? All that I fee...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 16:25:00 GMT

Casualty of Confusion

Troubled by the aimless thoughts Swimming in my head, I ponder over the memory. Could the smile that plays upon my lips be a sign of something profound? Could the pounding of my heart Be a symbol of s...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 17:48:00 GMT