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NOVEMBER
Azure Ray

“So I’m waiting for this test to end,
so these lighter days can soon begin,
I’ll be alone but maybe more carefree,
like a kite that floats so effortlessly,
I was afraid to be alone,
Now I’m scared that’s how I like to be,
All these faces, none the same,
How can there be so many personalities,
So many lifeless, empty hands,
So many hearts engraved in them,
And now my sorrows seem so far away,
Until I’m taken by these bolts of pain,
But I turn them off and tuck them away,
Till these rainy days that make them stay,
And then I’ll cry so hard to these sad songs,
And the words still ring, once here, now gone..
And they echo through my head every day,
And I don’t think they’ll ever go away,
Just like thinkin’ of your childhood home,
But we can’t go back, we’re on our own,
But I’m about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I’ll find it in myself,
So were speeding towards that time of year,
To the day that marks that your not here,
And I think I’ll want to be alone,
So please understand if I don’t answer the phone,
I’ll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls,
Until I can see nothing at all,
Only particles, some fast some slow,
All I my eyes can see is all I know,
But I’m about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I’ll find it in myself”