I wounder if i lived my life the way i was supposed to, an keep a friendship with the ones that i was close to, An made every one feel like i was some one they could go to, an made you relize that i was the one that fuckin showed you, that you were the one that made me achieve every thing ive ever done, An with out your help i would of been lost out on the run, an i found my way but it was you that showed it to me, an i was ready to move forward but you said that you should hold me, but for some reason i cant believe you, a ill do every thing i can do to fucking decieve you, make me believe you let me see a little bit of faith, i wanna se it before it all blows up in my face,but im'a sit here even though it feels odd, a wounder why ive ever put my faith in god?