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About Me

"Whats so funny?" Hi, i'm a clown. As well as an avid lover of philosophy, psychology, some math, photography, music, and the old times...-------------------------------------------- "I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you""Is there in the whole world a being who would have the right to forgive and could forgive? I don't want harmony. From love for humanity I don't want it. I would rather be left with the unavenged suffering. I would rather remain with my unavenged suffering and unsatisfied indignation, even if I were wrong. Besides, too high a price is asked for harmony; it's beyond our means to pay so much to enter on it. And so I hasten to give back my entrance ticket, and if I am an honest (wo)man I am bound to give it back as soon as possible. And that I am doing. It's not God that I don't accept, Alyosha, only I most respectfully return him the ticket." ..
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hot stuff like this! thats crazy full of testosterone and like nice to me...ok bipolar i guess...lolAnywho. I find men with tattoos and beards completely irresistible! All men should have beards and tats...and the occasional long hair of course. Moving along.....well...they are pretty much dead, Mr. Poe, Freud, Phineas Gage, Watson, Mr Cobain, H.G. Wells, Einstein, Socrates, Aristotle, Friedrich Nietzsche*, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Roosevelt (Franklin), Frank Morris, old time mobsters just so i can be told gangster stories as i sleep... theres more...but i cant remember right now. As for the live ones maybe ah Daniel Day Lewis, Angelina Jolie, Eddie Vedder, Howard Zinn, Daniel Yergin, Checkley, ...*****AMOUR***** Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier Sie atmet dich sie sucht nach dir nistet auf gebrochnen Herzen geht auf Jagd bei Kuß und Kerzen Saugt sich fest an deinem Lippen Gräbt sich Gänge durch die Rippen Läßt sich fallen weich wie Schnee Erst wird es heiß dann kalt am Ende tut es wehAmour Amour Alle wollen nur dich zähmen Amour Amour am Ende Gefangen zwischen deinen ZähnenDie Liebe ist ein wildes Tier Sie beißt und kratzt und tritt nach mir Hält mich mit tausend Armen fest Zerrt mich in ihr Liebesnest Frißt mich auf mit Haut und Haar Und würgt mich wieder aus nach Tag und Jahr Läßt sich fallen weich wie schnee Erst wird es heiß dann kalt am Ende tut es wehAmour Amour Alle wollen nur dich zähmen Amour Amour am Ende Gefangen zwischen deinen ZähnenDie Liebe ist ein wildes Tier In die Falle gehst du ihr In die Augen starrt sie dir Verzaubert wenn ihr Blick dich trifftBitte bitte gib mir Gift-------------------------------------------------------- "Beauty is a terrible and awful thing! It is terrible because it has not been fathomed, for God sets us nothing but riddles." WHAT I LIVE BY:::::: "The true genius shudders at incompleteness - and usually prefers silence to saying something which is not everything it should be"-- ---

My Blog

im done. its over.

so i was pissed oh well. i got over it. just realized that there really isnt nothin to be mad at. nothing. no reason. no need to bother with anything. because there is really nothin, absolutely nothin...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Aug 2009 12:47:00 GMT

only excuses.

Man created religion to give life a purpose. life is absurd                        ..  ....  ....  ....  .... Its kind of difficult to think of yourself as mature. Especially a...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 20:16:00 GMT

Considerately....

Bad ass song. Instrumentally bad ass.  "I have come curiously close to the end, downBeneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,Defeated, I concede andMove closerI may find comfort hereI may f...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 20:18:00 GMT

nevermore

oh my..time..youve changed me so.ive never seen such drastic change. mutatio i dare say : )hmm.....hmm...my memory is no longer clouded with thoughtsi live freely and i live entirely each daymy passio...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Apr 2009 02:40:00 GMT

m

I dont need you for me to livebut it seems like i do when all i see is your face when i close my eyesi cant stop thinkingi cant stop remembering usthe minutes i spend away from youseem like eternities...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 23:28:00 GMT

let this go.

I think its time nowTo leave us behindI fought long and hardYet lost every battleI loved deep and purelyYet received only emptinessI cared with every ounce of meYet I received none of your valuable ti...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 23:23:00 GMT

traced in air

i trace my steps in this life of mine...and ran into youtroublesome we were but perfection we madelost it all in a bout of bad timelost it all in a lack of trustlost it and felt that i could only lose...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 21:28:00 GMT

poe poe poe

Memories fill my mind with misery. Filling my mind with thoughts of youImages of youNo sense of common sense arises in this mind. Its all lost with the thought of youStrange reasons compel me to think...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:23:00 GMT

For Angelimiqua

"I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leadingI try to forget you as you forgot meThis time there is nothing left for you to take, this is goodbyeSummer is miles and miles awayAnd no one would ask ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 07:36:00 GMT

economical school life

So today is the first day of classes. i dont know whats up with me just that i have been thinking a lot and that i have had a hell of a deal of emotions and feelings go through me. so many, in fact, t...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:14:00 GMT