....once last time, "I'd Like to Meet" and talk to my mom...not in my dreams but in person, to give her one more hug and kiss....and tell her over & over, "thank you & I love you", "thank you & I love you"..."thank you & I love you.."Thank you - for loving us and raising us to be as strong and loving as youThank you - for forcing us to be selfless with what we have and who we areThank you - for ALWAYS encouraging us to be better and reach for the stars, don't settleThank you - for teaching us that nothing in life comes easy, you have to work for what is worth having and what you wantMOM...she was an amazing lady!! For those that don't know her, you missed out. She was one of a kind. Loud and "tell it like it is", straight forward person, with the heart of gold. And she was "loud" in her opinions, whether peeps asked her for it or not. She offered it willingly. For those that didn't know her well...they sometimes mistook her loudness for being mean and unkind - but she wasn't. She didn't want to talk behind your back, so she came straight to you and let you have it. After, she'll be the first one to offer her last dollar or last bit of food to you. Thats how she was - "with an open hand" that's how freely she gave. She became the matriach after grandma passed on to Heaven. Mom stepped in and became the rock & glue that held us all together. She became father/mother figure, counselor to everyone - not just to us; her kids, but more to her sisters and their husbands, and other church members.Mom worked for years in the hotel industry and she had great stories about the ladies she had to train. At the start of each story, I almost always said "mom, you're so mean" cause she would scold these ladies, alot of times ladies that were older than her. But at the end of the story, you saw a glimpse of the kind of heart she had. For any new trainee, she ended up helping them by doing their work and telling them to take a break. She was the kind of person that helped those that weren't as strong. Hard working, god fearing, dedicated church deacon - LOVING, LOVING, LOVING. My hubbie thinks she spoiled me, even after I got married. But I never saw it that way - I just saw that as mom wasn't afraid to show us how much she loved us. Mom was always about her family - god & family first. Mom passed on to Heaven in 2004, so it's only been 3 years. They say time heals all wounds - I don't quite agree with that. I miss her dearly with all my heart! That will never go away, no matter how much time passes. What time does give you is it allows you to let go of the anger towards god for taking mom and filling the void with the great memories of her. I am thankful that my mom became my best friend and we did so much together. That - those memories and allowing yourself to embrace them - that will help....a little.
Samoan, Reggae, Old School, "Babyface", "Maxi Priest", "Angie Stone", "No Doubt", "Dixie Chicks", "Grease 1 Soundtrack", "ABBA", "Cyndi Lauper", some stuff by "Madonna", "Outkast", Some Hip-Hop, "Lenny Kravitz"....
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HBO Series (totally obssessed) - "Sex & the City", "Six Feet Under", "Sopranos"... "CSI" (the original series only), "Friends", "Will & Grace", "ER", "The 70's Show", "Bernie Mac"... MTV Series (yes, i admit - i'm guilty of tuning in to these....) "Real World", "Road Rules Challenge", "The Osbournes", "Punkd"... "Gilmore Girls" (love the dialogue), "One Tree Hill" (love the teen angst, okay, can we say 90210 for today?)....
Books by the following Authors - Jane Austen, Danielle Steele, Amanda Quick, Nora Roberts
*~!~* My mother! Saunoaolegutu Leilua Lealao Fanene *~!~*