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About Me

I think that I'm a good person. I love songs a lot. I am chronically late for everything. I am a coward. I betray myself a lot, by acting against my own best interests. I forget important things. On dates, I tend to ask questions so I can avoid talking about myself. I am one of those people that masks spiteful things with humor. It doesn't always work. I am not always an asshole, though. I try to be as honest and trustworthy as possible. I want to be someone that people can depend on. If I have any manner of influence over people at all, I want to build them up and not tear them down. Like I said, sometimes I betray my own best interests. I'm getting better. I know that, one day, I will become someone that my friends and God can and will be very proud of.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

That is Dave Bazan.i'd LIKE to meet Rei Ayanami, but she isn't real. in reality, i'm just looking for really skanky girls.

My Blog

i hear that it is always darkest before the dawn.

it's been a fairly busy month for me.lately, i've been cooped up in the training center of the nuclear plant; i've been taking classes and testing in order to get work at the outage in october. it's k...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 22:26:00 GMT

somewhere over the rainbow

ok... so for the past year or so, i have been really confused whenever i sign in to myspace. it kept taking me to myspace's australian homepage. i would see stuff meant for australians on myspace. it ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 12:44:00 GMT

tomorrow will say if youre lost or found.

i just woke up from a dream in which i was murdered. in the dream, i re-lived some of the events of last night. i left the party at josh richard's house and i couldn't unwind and go to sleep, so i wen...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 17:32:00 GMT

xanga.

mattsaunders
Posted by on Sat, 12 Feb 2005 01:41:00 GMT

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you know how they saythat even after your heart stops beating, your brain will function on its own for at least seven minutes? i can't help but thinkthat for his last seven minutes he was pleadin...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Oct 2004 16:45:00 GMT