So its Emma ,16/f/uk. You got that? Things are a bit complicated in my life atm, a lot's changed. I've changed. People have changed. I guess it's part of life, we all learn to grow up somewhere along the way. I'm at grimsby college doing a beauty course which i do love :] i couldn't ask for a better group either, love them loads. There's only one downer to college, i've lost quite a few good friends along the way, the ones where you used to do silly things together and laugh at the great memories you left behind. School was a bit of an adventure :] i wasn't popular, never had been. But i liked liked it that way :], didn't want to be the same as everyone else and i hope i never will be . I came from the girl in year 7 who had ribbons in her hair and walked around helplessly to a girl in year 12 who talks to anyone, ditched the ribbons atleast 6years ago , and gets on with it . You may find i don't tend to share my feelings all that often, and if this bugs you then i'm not sorry . I find it hard to open up more than i used too, i've closed myself in and i actually enjoy my own company. I'm a complicated person, i'm not easy to understand, but i do try . I don't give up easily, even when i feel like it, and i tend to push people for all the wrong reasons. I'll comfort you when your sad and i will always be there. I miss the times when you were little, you didn't have a care in the world. You jumped in puddles and loved being covered in mud, you weren't embarassed to hold your dads hand walking down the road, you'd go on treasure hunts and look for hidden easter eggs, you'd give life everything . This i'd do all over again, i have no regrets. I wouldn't say i'm a very happy person, tbh i'm not really all that happy, but noone is all the time, unless they're lucky . I look at life in detail, i'm someone who likes to sit outside and look at the world and wonder . I like to lie down on the grass and make shapes out of the clouds. I wish for things which don't even seem possible . I don't rely on anyone to make me feel good, i confide in myself . So if you pass me on the street, i'll always say hi and smile no matter how i feel, that's the way i am. That's Emma .
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