[jana_elise] little lady - ProfilesArchive

About Me

the name is jana elise i am a fighter. i'll never quit and i'll never give up. try me. photography is like my oxygen. i love jamming out in the car with my friends and going on crazy impromptu drives or random road trips. i tend to live my life in a surrealistic mindset. i'm spontaneous and random. i love a good laugh. i'm definitely not perfect nor do i attest to the fact that i am. so you shouldn't expect that out of me either. i'm only human. i have the best friends a girl could ask for and if you mess with them....well then you just had a bad day, motherfucker. its extremely hard for me to trust or get emotionally close to people. so if you ever happen to find your way in, don't abuse it. you'll never get it back if you think i don't like you, you're probably right. and its probably because you fail to be a decent or productive human being. i appreciate people with good manners and tact i prefer older things rather than new. i love antique stores, little old towns, records, anything vintage. i'm intense. i'll haunt you to your core.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"once upon a time there was a crooked tree and a straight tree. and they grew next to each other. and every day the straight tree would look at the crooked tree and he would say, 'you're crooked. you've always been crooked and you'll continue to be crooked. but look at me! look at me!' said the straight tree. he said, 'i'm tall and i'm straight.' and then one day the lumberjacks came into the forest and looked around, and the manager in charge said, 'cut all the straight trees.' and that crooked tree is still there to this day, growing strong and growing strange..." -wristcutters: a love story.

My Blog

all i ever wanted to say to you [public post].

you know who you are.like the blooming death in the fallyour intensity behind your wall something that you'd thought in methere was [wasn't]was lost in your carelessdecision resulting in the indecisio...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:41:00 GMT

to get it off my chest.

there are a lot of things i regret. a lot of things have just been running through my mind lately.and...i know at times i can be exteremly critical and judgemental and there are times where i have bes...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 17:30:00 GMT

into the dark. [public post.]

someday my life will be so much better than this. someday nothing is going to hold me back. someday i won't care about the accusations. the assumptions. the lies. the misconceptions. someday i'll rea...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 11:17:00 GMT

will you love me just the same?

"can't you just fix it for me, i'll pay you well, fuck i'll pay you anything if you can end this hello, i love you will you tell me your name? hello, i'm good for nothing - will you love me just the...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:12:00 GMT

seriously...but no. seriously.

seriously people.pfft. i don't know. things are just sloppy sometimes. and i get mixed feelings. i've become the stereotypical single girl.spending all day working. then heading home with my hair up a...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 22:37:00 GMT

there is no running that can hide you...

i cannot out run myself. i'm trapped in this glass cage. i keep running into the panes. stuck. everyone can see in, but i cannot get out. trapped. short on breath. short on time. eve...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 08:31:00 GMT

10 questions God won't ask....

10 questions GOD wont ask you when you get to HeavenIf you take the time to read it and maybe apply it to your own life...it makes you think. : )1. God won't ask what kind of car you drove, He'll askh...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 09:42:00 GMT

coming up on infra-red...

why am i always the bad guy? honestly. i just need lessened drama in my life. i need people to understand i need my space. and that i don't always run with them at the same pace. and to know when i a...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 15:37:00 GMT

out of context? out of time? out of my mind?

everything is spinning spinning spinning. stop. breathe. you're only pretty when you're winning. only winning when you're pretty. breathe. stop. inhale. exhale. pass it around, man. the faster...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 11:08:00 GMT

nonsensical matter.

i find my sanity in the ends of cigarettes. the long drives stoned and screaming music at the top of your lungs. fake smile. fake smile. flash value. give the people what they want. mood on auto-pil...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:10:00 GMT