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About Me

It depends on where I'm sitting, or who I'm sitting with. More interested in talking TO people than talking about them. My cynicism is low, my willingness high. I try to see like a child and touch like an adult. I confuse myself with my own ideas. I now like olives.I really like voice-over parody. and butts.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people who aren't afraid to call me out, people who aren't afraid to love me up. People who aren't afraid.

My Blog

Man Holds Fire

Fires blister the mezzanine of Los Angeles as I write this.  I see them from the rooftop of my downtown loft, a tarred platform of want, cradled by history and (usually) artificial light.The moon toni...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Sep 2009 04:25:00 GMT

Maybe the last

All things evolve. I think about the frequency of which this happens, now: the new mediated systems and how they change fashion with furious blinks. I think about human love, how quick it is to act,...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 01:18:00 GMT

The Things I’v Given Up

Ever since I came back from Baltimore, I found peace with my creative self and dived into learning. I published, like I said I would. I wrote new material, like I said I would. I was happy with the...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:22:00 GMT

Writer’s Confessional

Ah, writing.I'm making progress on the novel, but it drives me mad. You would think I'd be extra diligent in finishing it, to get it off my back.The thing is, I'm scared. I'm scared it's not good. ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 22:44:00 GMT

Victory on the Western Front - Irwan got Asylum!!!

Many of you know that my roommate of 7 years was arrested by the Department of Homeland Security in February. They were going to deport him. We got a lawyer. The chances were not good, but Irwan wo...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 13:20:00 GMT

Solitary Con-find-ment

I am surprised by what my retreat to Baltimore has done for me, already.Yes, I am writing, I am reconnecting to family, the two primary goals of the sabbatical. But what gets me is the way I am rega...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 13:12:00 GMT

The Change

For the past 4 years, I have enjoyed a level of comfort I didn't ever anticipate. I come from a background where professional success means you are consistently sober, can hold a job, and at least pa...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 01:03:00 GMT

Adult Quandry million and one

So, I need advice. Really. And I feel as if by extrapolating it in this objective way with various friends and acquaintances reading and reviewing, it might help my decision.Situation: I have been o...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 16:19:00 GMT

Officially Overwhelmed

So, one week ago today I was telling a friend over tea how lucky I was for my current situation: having the stability to take off work starting the end of next month, move to Baltimore, tidy up the no...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 20:40:00 GMT

Doodling

The gin bottle has grown larger,I am distilled, playing with the premium of my could-haves.A smoothing over of the weight of thingsleaves only weight, blurredinto all the universe, soft rocks.Words we...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 13:25:00 GMT