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Lucidity

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OK, what I had here before was boring and bland as boring and bland as..well as mac-n-cheese without the cheese. So I am going to try again. So, you want to know about me? I am complicated, simple, serious, light-hearted, dark, sunshine, morbid, squeamish, responsible, a slacker, a total bitch, a freakin saint, an adult, a child, a mother, a daughter, a sister, a psycho, and a goddess. I still make snowmen, snowangels, and have snowball fights if possible. I play games, I sleep with more than one stuffed animal, I own a toy that says 'For ages 3 and Up". I have a car payment, a mortgage, credit cards. I own books that are non-fiction and movies that are biographies. I still love the original Winnie the Pooh. I can still do a backbend from a standing position and do more than one cartwheel in a row. I sing in the shower, in the car, in bars, on the phone when I am on hold, while I clean the house, and once while I snaked a toilet. When bored in the car, I make up stories (Usually dirty ones) using the billboards, street signs, and sometimes the names of towns. I have pretended that a hairbrush is a microphone and sang to myself in the mirror, naked. On a road trip my girl friend and I pretended to have our own police escort, his name was "Barney". We talked to him via our imaginary CBs, complete with static sound effects. I love to play pool, video games, RPG. I am fascinated by the mind and patterns of serial killers. I am absolutely enthralled with religion and all the different beliefs and gods of different cultures. I can have a very short attention span or I can be completely immersed and focused. I am sometimes completely obssessed about my grey hairs and getting older. Sometimes I think I will still be acting like a kid when I am 80. I have been caught on surveilance cameras dancing (badly I might add) down the aisle at K-Mart by a guy my girl friend use to work with. I once got into a fight with a friend and to diffuse the situation I picked my nose and wiped it on her shirt. Oh, quit grossing out, it was funny! I have a very eclectic style. I love classy, but I also love cute, I love shabby chic, and I adore contemporary. I believe in angels, fairies, unicorns (they're probably extinct), Loch Ness, Bigfoot, magick, and a higher power. I believe that people do not choose their sexual preference, but are forced into it by nature or situation. I believe that gays should have the right to get married. I believe that innocence is lost much too soon and should be protected. I believe in real evil. I believe that people are capable of it. I believe that the mind holds untold treasure and power that very few of us if any will ever understand. In short (I know, a little late for that), I am a believer and a skeptic. I am a lover and a fighter, a sinner and a saint, a big kid and a responsible adult. Love me or hate me, I will deal with them both, but just don't be indifferent, it sucks.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||| 16%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority || 10%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.

Pinhead


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Michael Myers


70%

Hannibal Lecter


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Freddy Krueger


60%

Jigsaw


60%

Captain Spaulding


60%

Jason Voorhees


55%

Leatherface


50%

Candyman


45%

Buffalo Bill


30%
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My Interests



Laurell K. Hamilton, music, animals, rats, cats, dogs, horses, DID, Candle making, photography, piercings, tattoos, Suicide Girls, RPG, vampires, serial killers, psychology, aromatherapy, tarot, runes, Wicca, intelligent conversation, creative writing, werewolves, Egyptology, criminal profiling, criminal investigation, art, fairies, dragons, Hack/Slash/Magic games on XBox of PS, and music (Music is my passion).

I'd like to meet:



Amy Lee of Evanesence, Poe, James Blunt, John Nash (because I am inspired by his life), and a handful of people I have met .. who have become a part of my life.

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Music:

Poe, James Blunt, Evanesence, Eagles, Nickelback, Seether, Breaking Benjamins, HIM, Barstool Prophets, Rasputina, Hinder, almost every 80's hair band (aka Motley Crue, Def Leppard, Great White Skid Row, White Snake), Kiss, Led Zeppelin, Coldplay, Chevelle, Rob Zombie, NIN, Faith No More, and LOTS more.

Movies:

Practical Magic, Nightmare on Elm Street, Lost Boys, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Van Helsing, Underworld and Underworld Evolutions, Seven, 13 Ghosts, Japanese horror movies, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned (only because Aaliyah and Stuart Townsend were HAWT as Akasha and Lestat), Pirates of the Carribean 1 and 2, Chocolat, Harry Potter, Silent Hill, Take the Lead, Star Wars from beginning to end, Wolf Creek, Lethal Weapon (all of them), Tango and Cash, Lady in White, Rocky Horror Picture Show, there are so many I can't even think of them all. Anything with a hawt vampire, devious bad guy, comedy, action, mystery, anything that will hold my interest and you never know what that is.
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Television:

Supernatural, The 4400, Bones, Dexter, and Masters of Horror, I don't have a lot of time for TV and frankly it's just not what it once was. I mean it seems like every time I get into a TV show they cancel it. Tru Calling was awesome and they totally messed up by yanking it. Angel should have gone on forever. Charmed, geez I miss that show. As for things I use to watch that I miss..... How about Buck Rogers, the OLD Battlestar Galactica, the OLD Star Trek, Quantum Leap, Mork and Mindy, Twilight Zone, and I could probably go on, but it's like the movies, too many to name them all.

Books:

Laurell K. Hamilton's Anita Blake Vampire Hunter series. That's about it right now although Anne Rice will forever be one of my faves. I also love poetry and short stories by William Blake, Emily Bronte, Edgar Allan Poe, and Emily Dickinson.

Heroes:

I don't think there are many if any heroes left in this world. I admire Poe, Amy Lee, my friend Rain, and anyone else who can overcome adversity and live to tell the tale. This world is pretty screwed up so my heroes would be the few shining souls that help the homeless, defend the weak, and can salvage their humanity in an inhumane world.

My Blog

China’s Fur Trade...WARNING GRAPHIC

I have so much I want to say right now, but once you take a look at the video below I don't think I will need to say a word. Please, please go sign this petition and help us help these defen...
Posted by Lucidity on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 10:37:00 PST

Dead Man’s Hole and Ike

Ok, so all of south texas was running or thier lives when Hurricane Ike decided to take up all of the Gulf of Mexico and set it's eye on us. I have not been afraid of a hurricane since Claudette come ...
Posted by Lucidity on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 05:06:00 PST

SAVE MY ANGELS!

Ok, so I have a zoo already, but I have to tell you that I feel useless and without direction. A job has never worked out for me, probably because I have to be the boss or I am going to piss someone o...
Posted by Lucidity on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 10:14:00 PST

School or Nazi War Camp?

I have been filling out freakin paperwork for school for the past two nights and my hand hurts now. Weird that my carpal tunnel acts up when I drive, when I write by hand, but not usually when I type....
Posted by Lucidity on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:55:00 PST

NEW PUPPY!

Ok, so it took me a full day in the car to drive up to Austin and back, but I brought Bettie home. Bettie is our new pit bull puppy and she is so so gorgeous! She is champagne color which is not rare,...
Posted by Lucidity on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:34:00 PST

Birthday, Puppies, Party, CONCERT!

Ok, so will start with December 4th. My mini schnauzer, Bella, went into labor and gave birth to 4 goooooorgeous babies. Unfortunately one of the little girls was stillborn. The other four are doing g...
Posted by Lucidity on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 10:47:00 PST

BSL and the Pit Bull

Just a few weeks ago my husband and I adopted a pit bull, Diamond. She had been living at the end of a very heavy chain for gods only know how long. Not to mention she was not living with her owner, b...
Posted by Lucidity on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 11:42:00 PST

Update

Crash, the raccoon, came home even as I finished the blog at 5:30 this morning. He was starving and thirsty, but otherwise seems to be okay. It felt like someone took a 100 pound weight off my chest. ...
Posted by Lucidity on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:26:00 PST

Life Sucks Sometimes

Here it is 5 am and I am still awake, why? Because sometimes life sucks. I wish I could sleep all day, just never have to wake up, but I have kids so I can't. I get up and all day I deal with fights, ...
Posted by Lucidity on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 03:29:00 PST

I AM The Pied Piper!

Insanity comes in so many forms, for me it comes in tiny ones, with long tails, sharp teeth, and beady little eyes. Rats, Rats, everywhere you look there's Rats. When I was a kid in elementary school ...
Posted by Lucidity on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:29:00 PST