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Ashes Fantamenal!!!

I wanna be like the girl in the movies, have a man that's so in love it makes him drop to his knees

About Me

The Dragon and the Girl in the background of my page are very symbolic to me. The girl is naked, symbolizing her vulnerability. Yet she is strong, and brave, despite her vulnerable nature, symbolized by the fact that she is face to face with this frightening creature. She reaches her hand out to him, sybolizing her caring and trusting soul. She is willing to give anyone the benefit of the doubt and look past the cover of the book. The dragon, to me, symbolizes everything that will crush this trusting young girl. He symbolizes everything that she is giving him the benefit of the doubt about NOT being. He is the dark part of society, while she has not yet been corrupted by the darkness.
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You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You?
What Your Underwear Says About You
When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble!
You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone. The Underwear Oracle
You Are a Fierce Femme
You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act! How Daring Are You?
Your Love Element Is Metal
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other What Element Is Your Love?
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?
You are Betty Grable
The ulitmate girl next door
You're the perfect girl for most guys
Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real. What Famous Pinup Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are 44% Lady
You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly. Are You A Lady?
You Are a Tomboy
You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets.
Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do! How Girlie Are You?
Your Power Color Is Blue
Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. What's Your Power Color?
You Are a Strawberry Blonde
Men see you as flirtatious, but they also see you as a challenge
Because you're totally fearless and carefree
You've got the lightheartedness of a blonde, with the attitude of a redhead How Blonde Are You?
Your Inner Muse is Thalia
You are most like this playful muse of comedy.
Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic.
You make people laugh until their sides split.
And you're always up for some play time! What Muse Are You?
You Have Your PhD in Men
You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. How Well Do You Understand Men?
You Should Get a Tattoo of Initials
Modern and expressive
You're proud of who you are (or who you love)! What Tattoo Should You Get? Holy Hell, How did they put up a picture of my initials on that one!??? weeeeeird =-0
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?!!!! Myspace Backgrounds
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My Interests

I tend to be a bit of the stay at home type, but get me out, and there's no stopping me :) I also love photography and being in photography. I am the head hostess at an awesome restaurant and have lots of great coworkers that make it so much fun :) I probably need more girlfriends... I tend to be a hopeless romantic ... I speak my mind ... I stand up for myself and the things I believe in. The Dress:"Jennifer's wedding day was fast approaching. Nothing could dampen her excitement- not even her parents' nasty divorce. Her mother had found the PERFECT dress to wear and would be the best-dressed mother-of-the-bride ever! A week later, Jennifer was horrified to learn that her father's new young wife had bought the exact same dress as her mother's! Jennifer asked the new wife to exchange it, but she refused. "Absolutely not. I look like a million bucks in this dress, and I'm wearing it," she replied.Jennifer told her mother who graciously said, "Never mind, sweetheart. I'll get another dress. After all, it's your special day." A few days later, they went shopping and did find another gorgeous dress.When they stopped for lunch, Jennifer asked her mother, "aren't you going to return the other dress? You really don't have another occasion where you could wear it."Her mother just smiled and replied, "Of course I do, dear. I'm wearing it to the rehearsal dinner the night before the wedding!"
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I'd like to meet:

What I'm NOT looking to meet is: someone who wants to make me their one night stand. Someone who wants to make me the other woman. Someone who wants to have a casual fling. Someone who wants me for one thing only... I respect my body and do not plan on sharing it casually with you just because you're "hot" ...Here's the thing. When selecting someone to have a relationship with, I know exactly what I want. My list covers all grounds, LoL, and I promise, everything I list, I would do for you too:My perfect companion is someone who:* is intellectual * is faithful * is trustworthy * is spontaneous * is adventurous * is flexible to a variety of circumstances * needs me (to be complete) * doesn't need me (to know who he is) * needs me to need him (to be complete, not to know who I am) * will take care of me * will let me take care of him * I can have fun with * can make me laugh (without trying too hard) * I can be myself around * I can be at total ease with, no matter what * I can relax with (and can relax me just by being by my side) * I can respect * respects me * can grow with me as a person, and together as a couple * can share my points of view, and interest; as well as contribute to the strength and growth of them * can debate or discuss matters in an adult, rational, reasonable, and mature manner * knows how and when to differentiate between playfulness and seriousness * can show sensitivity when necessary * would sacrifice things of physical, and emotional importance for my benefit * Will treat me well * Will put me on a pedestal * will let me put him on a pedestal * will be my equal, superior, and inferior (depending on the necessity of the situation) * can let me be "right" sometimes, even when he "knows" he's "right," if it's a situation where I just "need" to be right *

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Music:

I like all kinds of music. It's all art, so I give it all a chance :)

Movies:

Goodfellas, Fox and The Hound, Shawshank Redemption, I could go on, I don't want to fill my page with movie names though ;p

Television:

Don't watch much TV, but when it comes down to it, I like reality TV :D Don't call me if Project Runway is on ... I won't answer ;)

Heroes:

My mom ... she has always been strong for me. She has been both mother and father, and she has always been able to set both roles aside when I just needed a friend. THAT my friends, is an unbreakable bond.

My Blog

I feel like I'm living in the 50s again. Hate is NOT ok. :|

Just last night I  had a debate with an idiot who compared being gay to the acts of rapists.   Now tonight I saw that my friend posted a bulletin using the "N" word in the title.   I am...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 01:29:00 PST

My Father

Never knowing his love hurts far more than the combined pains of every love I've ever known......
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:35:00 PST

Letting Go

It's always hard to lose someone you love, through death, or breakups, or just simply growing apart. I just lost someone I loved more than words could ever tell. No joke, words would never do justice ...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:09:00 PST

I miss her :(

I miss her. Just cuddling with her made those few days so perfect. I want to hold her again. Tell her to her face how much I love her. It sucks when your best friend lives in New Jersey and you live i...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 12:28:00 PST

P.S.

      ::: I FUCKIN LOVE TINA :::      ...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:04:00 PST

That's what friends are for <3

 This IM was between me and my best friend in regards to *him lying to me ... **for his own privacy I will not note his name   AshesTooAshez [11:31 PM]:  i took him out of my top ten w...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 12:01:00 PST

Would You....?

WOULD YOU...... answer these and send them back to me then repost so people can respond to u... honestly1. Give me your number?2. Have sex with me?3. Let me kiss you?4. Watch a movie with me...even a ...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Mon, 29 May 2006 06:35:00 PST

Baffling

*Disclaimer* I am about to go off on some unworthy chick. She has just gone a step too far...   Start Rant: Ok, so I have had this problem in the past, and I have a GREAT friend who is going thr...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 07:17:00 PST

DO IT!!!

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 11:06:00 PST

Cam Phone

Just for the record ...   I use a camphone for ALL of my pictures :)      ...
Posted by Ashes Fantamenal!!! on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:04:00 PST