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Im a senior. I want to major in Fine/Studio Arts and attend a state school. I love photography. I try really hard not to care about the little things that most people care about, but it can get paticularly hard sometimes. I like being off the ground, because nothing makes much sense when im on it. When i draw it's like i dissapear and i have nothing to do with the rest of the world. Laughing is my absolute favorite thing to do. Not many people know how to make me laugh for real, but the few that do mean a lot to me. When i sing and play guitar everything makes sense to me and i understand who i am. When i see the moon i am sure, of what i do not know. I fall on my face. alot. and its extremely funny. My mother is my very best friend and without her id be nothing. I love mistakes and i make alot of them. Ive met two angels in my lifetime. Society terrifies me, but i love people. Im a hypocrite just like you. My mind confuses me sometimes, actually alot of the time. I hate the word love, cause its just a word, and thats not what it is. The ocean puts me at ease. I have alot of fears, but im not afraid to die, which really makes no sense at all. I like converse and long dyke shorts with tanktops. Music explains how i feel. I am bi. Well actually, who knows. Does it matter? I just love people. I like anything flavored mint. I love magic but it pisses me off. I listen to my feelings because i believe thats whats right. I like to paint murals on either walls or glass. Splatter painting is so unbelievably cool. I love quadding and snowboarding. (i suck at snowboarding). I havent always been loyal, but im learning. I am not one of those people who believes they are getting married or ever would marry their highschool girlfriend/boyfriend. Its just very unrealistic and theirs an extremly large chance its not going to happen. I've never fallen completely in love, but i have been close. I believe love will find me, somehow. I think someday im going to learn how to fly. Dont worry, ill figure it out. Id like to think that im not the same as everyone, or i hope i'm not. I believe in second chances, and third and fourth, etc. People change, who cares how long it takes. I am starting to think that people believe we are suppose to learn from other people and follow in other peoples foot steps. Everyday i watch people and see them fight and argue because someone isnt doing something the way everyone else does it. I wish that would change. I believe we are suppose to screw up and make mistakes and figure out how it works all on our own. if we dont, wont we ultimately make the mistakes anyway? I dont want to be like everyone else, let me mess up my own way. And then ill fix it myself. I am me, its nothing special, but its basically all ive got. And im content with being just that.
In the end im not perfect. ill annoy you and tick you off. Say stupid things and then take them back. But put all of that aside. You will never find a girl who loves you more than me.
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