About Me

I live to be free, not only to see.
I want to have life, and not live for thee.
My name is my fate, reality bites,
But not quite so hard as when you have your rights.
For one so old, and yet so young, I live beyond this world.
I feel that I'm elsewhere, floating in crimson,
Nothing I see here has been quite unfurled.
Why you distract me from all that I am, for your delight?
All that desires to come unto me, is only for living in plight.
Can't we decipher all that we aspire to be is somewhere in the light?
Free from our sadness, our need to retire, and only to have some respite.
Grant me your ears, please no one have fears.
My words are to you, underscored,
Only to show, what is not that you know,
And to open your eyes to the cord.
Final redemption, it lies in expemption, from darkness that soon overcasts.
Ever reserved, shall be the true third of the loved by the lord of all pasts.
So listen you faithful, all who are greatful, give into life with no stain.
Love with your whole heart, never to let start, darkness prevail through your strain.
I wish to show you, and just to know you, that I may love who you are.
Let me begin it, so we can win it.
Give up the fear that though art,
And learn now to live from the heart...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Everyone who's not afraid to get to know some one crazy.

I LOVE YOU!

My Blog

what?

Sometimes people listen. Most times people don't. The only way that people will hear what you have to say is when it has something to do with them I think. Or maybe that's just the way you think ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:36:00 GMT

Things that hurt you

Sometimes it seems that you have to come to a point where running your head against the wall stops feeling okay. Apparently there are certain things you just have to cut out or forget about. It's ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 12:53:00 GMT

Deviation

In times of inner torment, we walk around a wheel.That wheel will bring us back and forth upon our foolish heels.When once you thought it was okay, you realize you are not,In all the ways you feel you...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 04:20:00 GMT

The Digression of my Transgression

When you finally realize things it is kind of hard to take in all at once. One cannot dwell on things or become to encumbered with fear. It should be told that all who cannot hold their ow...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 01:07:00 GMT

Amazing March Madness

I’m done I’m done I’m done with douche and want to get away.The feelings that I had for him have all but turned to clay.I could do things to hurt him, could be an asshole too.H...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 02:52:00 GMT

One day it might just make sense

I do believe I can concieve of perfect secrets in the air. Realeasing deep into the meadow which before me I can scare. Pounce upon it, take my prey, have it feed another day. Onward! For...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 23:55:00 GMT

Feverish Fantasy

Do you ever think that maybe you're too giving? Do you ever think that you let people have too much of you so that way they don't feel like giving you the time of day anymore? Do you ever ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 14:25:00 GMT

Is life for us to live in pain?

Okay, perhaps there is no reason for me to be talking about this. I know that it is important to care for yourself. I know it is also important to care for others. I know I've probab...
Posted by on Sun, 06 May 2007 22:17:00 GMT

Fiendish Foolishness.

Sometimes reality slips between my fingers. Sometimes I find it hard to grasp things that are right in front of me. Perhaps I am skirting around the edge of all the gossip just to r...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 05:43:00 GMT

Why is it so tiresome?

Why is it so tiresome to walk from day to day? Why must we do all these things to make us feel ok? Why is nothing ever great, why's it all so bland? How can we go on again if we don'...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 16:01:00 GMT

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