.. crys ..

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|| name || crystal || alias || diamond.. meth.. cris-toe.. crys.. c walk.. cris-tal || age || twenty six || height || five foot four || astrology || taurus rooster || residence || chandler, arizona || nationality || asian american || ethnicity || chinese and vietnamese || education || arizona state university.. BIS major business and asian pacific american studies.. minor in recreation and tourism || my life || partying.. shopping *way too much*.. finally graduated from asu.. restaurant manager.. being a computer nerd.. enjoying pleasant company.. making people fat getting people drunk.. mixologist and intoxicologist.. laughing till my tears start rollin.. || i am || down to earth.. easy going.. open minded.. understanding.. generous.. unique.. misunderstood.. a jeans and a wife beater kinna girl.. secure in knowing who i am.. real.. a bitch when i need to be.. more mature than i act.. perfectly flawed.. || i am not || just another typical asian girl.. submissive.. high maintenance.. unapproachable.. fake.. a push over.. a drama queen.. who i appear to be.. || i love || dancing like no ones watching.. art.. driving at night.. rain.. the people in my life.. vegas baby.. the ocean.. the beach.. music.. extreme sports.. sunny days.. spring.. fall.. kool aid.. happy hour.. photography.. bob marley.. linkin park.. hip hop.. reggae.. my doggies.. overcast days.. spending all my money at target (me + target = DANGEROUS).. shopping for office supplies.. getting new shoes.. college football.. || i wish || I wasnt INSECURE and that I didnt care about what most people think about me, but I do, so now I have to learn to live with it. I really want to be the person where people walk away with the impression that they will never meet another girl like me and say Yeah I know Crys, she is one cool ass chick. || i want || to be a stronger person.. to learn to surf.. to be happy.. live life without fear.. to gain respect.. to learn how to hula.. to meet Mike Shinoda.. to go to hawaii.. to get out of my depression.. to know everyone i love will be okay.. to know where i am going.. to run my own hotel and resort.. to become a casino manager in vegas.. to not have to worry about money.. to not be taken for granted.. to surround my life with positive influences from positive people.. || i hate || insecurity.. ignorance.. jealousy.. disrespect.. late people.. gossip folks.. being belittled.. irresponsibility.. judgmental people.. arizona drivers.. being treated like a child.. always being poor.. FLAKERS.. bailers.. broken promises.. liars.. those who take me or any of my friends for granted.. inconsiderate peoples.. hypocrites.. damn i could be some of the above.. guess that means i kinna hate myself.. boo..