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WoW Terra, has it really been two years baby...I can't believe it some days. I bet you know how much of an impact you had on my life. I mean I can't even think about you without getting tears to my eyes. Its like we have nothing but good memories together, but everyday someone trys to make me forget and see the bad out of all of it. I wish you didn't leave Terrance for real If I had a wish to save your life over mines believe me baby it'd be you writing this now. I want to imagine that I will get over it someday, but maybe I never will. Maybe you were meant to come into my life and change it. Maybe you wanted me to see the fucked up shit and fucked up people that surrounded me. Whatever it is My eyes are wide open now and Its us against the world. Terrance Just don't let these people change me, Don't let them have that over me. I loved you like you were my own kid and you know that and I know that I do not have to prove that to no one, but yet sometimes I feel like I'm on trial. I still wake up looking for you wait for your chirp. You guys always needed me and that sometimes made me feel like I mattered. Remember the day I came home late from work and you and O were all waiting outside my house because you were hungry Damn I miss that. I know how much Love I got from you' all and no one can ever fill your shoes. Remember the night b4 Redd came home me and Lando couldn't even sleep and you was still in jail begging me to come get you like If anyone could just see the look on your face that day when niggas came to the court to come get you. The way you looked at Redd and O that day is irreplaceable super ampt ya MOBniggas came to the rescue yet again. Its True what they say you couldn't catch you without O or Gina or Justice. We some how created a family. You never wanted to go home I never wanted to leave I felt safe. Its Crazy how everything changed. Everyone thinks they no me, they know my intake, but in truth you have no idea how many nights I cry my self to sleep. I beat myself up all the time about everything like getting niggas together and actually getting along like how it used to be. I get yelled At. Im told I don't mind my business when it comes To MOB, but that's me. a long time ago I decided to make you guys the center of my world and I never thought anything could happen or anyone could change that. I used to say I rather die b4 I see one of you go. Wow that night I really felt like I was in a movie or a nightmare and I just have not woken up. That night never ended for me, that night is everyday for me. I can remember the sounds the weather the phone calls, where I was every little detail and facial expression at that hospital. I don't know what to do anymore. Momma Tonye gets it...Im not suppose to be able to fix everything. I know what you are doing and you are doing it to not just me, but everyone who ever was graced by your presence. Its really been two years Terra baby and I will never forget you. I will laugh every chance I get at all the stupid shit niggas did (watercountry) lmao and the mustang lol Wow it gets deep wit us baby. I will make sure I dance every time I hear shoulder lean lol yea right Tonye dance lol you know me, but I'll do it for you and I promise that I will still be MOB...An till I DIE! and Oh yea my bitches Gina & vaI & kYLA we are still in this and we will one day carry out our mission lol! but for now baby this is your day. in a couple hours we'll be getting drunk adding more pages to this scrapbook called Life, and yea there still will be a couple of empty spots, but I know that you'll be with us still smiling and laughing that crazy laugh wit a bottle of Goose screaming "MOB I love you niggas man" (Kizz voice)! SO Live it up! Rest Eazy Baby! I LOVE YOU MOMMA MOBAN...TONYE 5/22/09 Free Redd man it's only right.

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