january

GESTURES ARE JUST MOVEMENTS WHEN PEOPLE ARE TOO SCARED TO TAKE THE STEPS, NECESSARY TO ACTUALLY MAKE SOME PROGRESSION. SO WE SLIGHT OURSELVES WITH MINOR STROKES OF POSITIVITY. CONVINCING OURSLEVES THAT WE HAVE MADE SOME IMPROVEMENTS, WHEN WE HAVE MERELY HINDERED OURSELVES FROM MAKING LASTING IMPRESSIONS IN THIS WORLD. I HAVE FALLEN VICTIM TO MY OWN INTERNAL STRUGGLE OF WHAT IS PRACTICAL AND WHAT IS PURPOSE. WHEN IN ACTUALITY GOD'S PURPOSE IS PRACTICALLY PERFECT. SO WHEN I ATTEMPT TO QUESTION MY PURPOSE, I AM IN TURN FEEDING MY OWN PRIDE, AND LETTING IT FESTER AT HIS WILL. I CONFUSE MY FAITH WITH MY GIFT OF CHOICE, AND CONTINUE TO CHOOSE MY PRIDE OVER MY PURPOSE. NOT KNOWINGLY, LETTING MY PASSION INTERNALLY FIZZLE AWAY, WHILE BITS OF MY PURPOSE GO WITH IT. BEFORE I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE OUT GOD'S PURPOSE I CONTINUE TO USE THOSE LITTLE GESTURES OF NOTHINGNESS TO GET ME THROUGH THE PRACTICAL HUMILITIES. NEVER MOVING FORWARD, NOT EVEN MOVING BACKWARD, ONLY TO STAND STILL CONVINCING MYSELF THAT I HAVE MADE IT...BUT NOWHERE. THEREFORE I UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN WHAT IS PRACTICAL DISSAPEARS, WHAT IS PERFECT WILL COME!--therealjanuary 09-- Masthead Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!