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amanda

get in loser..we're going shopping!

About Me

I'm Amanda. I'm 22 years old. I have a job, working at the "Club". haha, yeah. I love talking, though i may seem quiet and shy at first, i'm really not once i get to know you. I love gossip..lol..gossip gossip gossip! I usually speak my mind, so don't test me. i wont be walked all over. i can be a strong independant person, but i'd rather have someone on my side.
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My Interests

friends, shopping, music, daydreaming, singing, poetry, writing, talking, intimacy, hugs, kisses, swimming, eating out, movies, bowling.

I'd like to meet:

Carlos Zambrano..best player ever..anyone friendly, im very talkative, as long as you know how to carry on a conversation, im in. Hot guys that are intereseted in more than just getting into your pants..lol..now THATS sexy.
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Music:

Country music is my favorite, all country, especially Tim mcgraw and kenny chesney!! i also like people like Mario, Frankie J, mariah carey, jessica simpson, ashlee simpson, nelly, and ashanti. ahh im sure theres more..i know theres more. im a music maniac. haha.

Movies:

Pretty woman, crazy/beautiful, fools rush in, she's all that, head over heels, save the last dance, coyote ugly, the craft, the whole nine yards, jerry maguire, what women want, legally blonde, what a girl wants, where the heart is, on the line, down to you, sound of music, the pokey little puppy and the patchwork blanket (thats a classic! haha)

Television:

Greys anatomy, 7th heaven, Gilmore girls, jeopardy, that 70's show.

Books:

i never used to like to read, unless it was the news paper (current events rock!) but lately, im trying hard to get into reading. i recently enjoyed reading 'One shopaholics journey to debt and back', 'confessions of a shopaholic', 'such good boys', 'blood brothers', 'On the run, a mafia childhood', 'Lost' and im currently reading 'witness'.

Heroes:

Someone who is willing to give whatever it takes to put a smile on my face. someone who cares about me enough to want to see me happy, always. Number one and knows it!
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My Blog

to the one i want to hear this song..

you wont listen to the words because it country..so maybe you will read the lyrics. COMPLICATED I'm so scared that the way I feel, Is written all over my faceWhen you walk into the room, I wanna find ...
Posted by amanda on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 06:14:00 PST

brief state of depression

ok so i had like an hour of insecurity last night, but im better now. atleast as ok as i will be right now. one day at a time.
Posted by amanda on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 06:35:00 PST

merry christmas?

seriously? what's so merry about it? i'm sad, depressed, and lonely. im in a house filled with people, but i feel so alone. i hate my life right now. i hate that i smile and laugh and make jokes so ev...
Posted by amanda on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 03:53:00 PST

letting go.

ive let go. ive finally moved on. it feels great. this is me..letting go.
Posted by amanda on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 07:23:00 PST

tell me..

seriously?! life would be so much easier if a guy could read your mind. that, or girls could just say exactly how they feel! either way..something has to be done. i tell him over and over again, what ...
Posted by amanda on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:27:00 PST

wondering..

i keep thinking things will change. i keep hoping and praying that the good times will come again, but now i wonder.. i thought i could keep you forever.now im not so sure if thats even what i want. y...
Posted by amanda on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 07:38:00 PST

bored and alone.

i havent blogged in over 2 months..wow. so i have no idea what to say..miguel and i's anniversary was the other day. on Sunday the 24th. 5 years! woo hoo! go me. haha. anyway..im so bored..too bad&nbs...
Posted by amanda on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 04:17:00 PST

ANGRY

im so tired of trying. im so tired of caring. i wish i could just walk away. walk away from everything that matters in life. maybe things would be simplier. i hate the way i feel. i hate this overwelm...
Posted by amanda on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 03:41:00 PST

keepin busy.

so miguel left thursday..and i was pretty sad. i thought i was going to be miserable all weekend. but it wasnt so bad. friday i worked until 330p. after work i came home for a bit. then my loverface [...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 16 May 2006 08:04:00 PST

i wonder

When I was younger I believed, that dreams came true. Now I wonder. Cause' I've seen much more dark skies, than blue. Now I wonder. I keep on praying for a blue sky, I keep on searching through the r...
Posted by amanda on Mon, 15 May 2006 09:47:00 PST