| the odd darkness of my dreams | 
| It has been a long time since I have blogged anything.  However last night I had some horrible dreams that I thought were worth documenting.  I know that I will be unable to explain the feel... Posted by  on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 13:38:00 GMT
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| the big D is back | 
| It seems I only blog while depressed, what does that mean?
I just gnawed off all of my fingernails.  It had been three months since I had chewed them with the exception of the thumbnail on my rig... Posted by  on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 16:49:00 GMT
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| My subconscious knows what's up | 
| On Saturday night, after struggling for hours and hours, I slipped into the dream filled world of sleep.  I found myself at a restaurant.  There was a group of us, no one that I knew or reco... Posted by  on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:41:00 GMT
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| why do you like me? | 
| Match.com offered me a free trial of their dating service.  I am a sucker for anything free although it usually gets me into trouble because nothing ever turns out to be free.  I noticed tha... Posted by  on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:30:00 GMT
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| what people see in my songs | 
| Recently I had the opportunity to participate in a competition complete with judges who were allowed to give us "constructive criticism".  For the most I did think their comments were helpful, we... Posted by  on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:32:00 GMT
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| Obstacles as signs. | 
| As I am now twenty-six years old I am beginning to ponder what it is that I want to do with my life.  I find myself wanting to ask those that have "made it" how they did it.  You might ask w... Posted by  on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 00:49:00 GMT
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| finding new rooms | 
| I keep having dreams where I discover new rooms inside of my apartment.  They aren't always in my actual apartment but for the purposes of the dream it is where I live.  When I discover this... Posted by  on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 11:25:00 GMT
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| life lesson--expressed anger towards pushy men. | 
| I am haunted by the weekend, by the nights I wish I had spent doing something else.  I don't want to play the victim but if I say it was all my fault that too leads to an unhealthy guilt wh... Posted by  on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 18:44:00 GMT
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| mirrors and voices | 
| The reflection of your inner self can be seen with out the use of the mirror.  I can look around my apartment and see the essence of who I am seeping out from underneath piles of mail and reflect... Posted by  on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 18:37:00 GMT
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| friends | 
| I have come to realize that there are all kinds of friends.  As my two best friends are out of the country I find I have to explain my new friends in very simple terms.  Sure I talk about ho... Posted by  on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 17:56:00 GMT
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