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"As if that blind rage had washed me clean, rid me of hope; for the first time, in that night alive with signs and stars, I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world. Finding it so much like myself â€” so like a brother, really â€” I felt that I had been happy and that I was happy again. For everything to be consummated, for me to feel less alone, I had only to wish that there be a large crowd of spectators the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate.

My Interests

my beautiful baby. music. roadracing. rock climbing. fashion. hondamotorsports. anger. fighting.

I'd like to meet:

id like to sit down and chat with a shrink, but i dont have insurance and im sure as hell not gonna pay full pop for it.

Music:

im a sucker for OldSChool- george clinton, zapp, prince, vanity, chakakahn, etc. been on a velvet revolver trip lately. the classics never go out of style- GnR, candlebox, STP, GJ, alice n chains, aerosmith, ACDC.

Movies:

CRASH. kiss kiss bang bang, pretty persuasion, boonedock siants, lord of war, pulp fiction, resevoir dogs, lost in translation, the last samurai, kill bill, BLACK RAIN, showdown in little tokyo, berry gordys the last dragon, pray for death, revenge of the ninja, yada yada yada

Television:

motherfucking HEROES bitch! i like to learn so anything on national geographic, history, discovery channel. the hills, laguna beach, next... ok ok, im lying. democracy now whenever i think to watch it.l

Books:

tao te ching, zen flesh zen bones, zen and japanese culture (daisetz t. suzuki), a brief history of time (stephen hawking), SPEED TRIBES (karl taro). the science ofgod.

Heroes:

the only hero that hasnt shattered the image i held of them is my daughter

My Blog

behold, i am the destroyer of worlds

i feel i have betrayed a friend. someone who trusted me and looked to me for advice and support to help them through their somewhat tumultuous life. not this time. for whatever bullshit i have going o...
Posted by cortezmachine on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 04:06:00 PST

im fucking tired...

tired of giving.... tired of investing... tired of trying... tired.
Posted by cortezmachine on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 08:57:00 PST

remind me when im older..

to give credit and priase to the younger people who deserve it. and not be like every other middle aged fuck i know that is jealous that my abilities have surpassed theirs. this is the way the future ...
Posted by cortezmachine on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 12:17:00 PST

i fucking hate life

living is so overrated
Posted by cortezmachine on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 11:29:00 PST

got in another fight today

some crack head at my work came up behind me and smashed me in the face with a 20lb dewalt metal grinder today, busting my lip and grinding part of my tooth off. it happened after we had exchanged wor...
Posted by cortezmachine on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 06:49:00 PST

i had two brothers...

friends that i thought would be there for me. would do anything for me as i would for them. friends that were more my family than my own blood. the years went on and each of us became our own person b...
Posted by cortezmachine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sucker punches

dont hit somone when theyre not looking at you. it only enrages them. some asshole learned that lesson the hard way this weekend. man my fucking jaw hurts.
Posted by cortezmachine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

2 months left. how can we bring a life into a world so horrible?

my daughter is due on christmas eve/day. everyday i watch her wiggle around in megan's belly. we're now able to distinguish between extremities. the anxiousness is getting to me. i try to imagine wha...
Posted by cortezmachine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

so umm... im gonna be a daddy

OH MY GOD! IM GONNA DADDY! OH MY GOD!!!!!
Posted by cortezmachine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this article just pissed me off i had to post it.....

Tenn. County Wants to Charge Homosexuals DAYTON, Tenn. (AP) - The county that was the site of the Scopes ``Monkey Trial'' over the teaching of evolution is asking lawmakers to amend state law so th...
Posted by cortezmachine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST