about me is not that simple... im a fire breathing demon in hell... pain is all that i've ever known, death is all i've ever desired... still i hold my head up and keep moving... i will put my careless smiling mask on, but inside i will always be destroyed... i see the world without meaning, without god, and anything worth fighting for, yet i fight... all in all, my insanity gives all you the finger and tells you to hurt me more, more and more... hahahaaaa...________________________________________________
_____________________________________________________""How Will I Laugh Tomorrow""_____________________Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down-
I cry for help but no one's around-
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall-
It seems like no one cares at all-
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-
How can I explain-
Kind of like the scent of a rose-
With words I can't explain-
The same with my pain-
Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head-
Goes over my head-
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death-
Am I living or am I dead-
The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change-
Problems never solved, just rearranged-
And when I think about all the times that I've had-
So few good-So many bad-
I search for personality and I look for things I can not see-Love and peace flash through my mind,
Pain and hate are all I find-
Find no hope in nothing new-
Never had a dream come true-
Lies and hate and agony,
Through my eyes that's all I see-
If I'm gonna cry,
Will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die,
Lord please take away my fear-
Before I drown in sorrow,
Last thing that I'll say-
How will I laugh tomorrow-
If I can't even smile today-
Today today--when I can't even smile today-
Today today--when I can't even smile today-
How will I laugh tomorrow--when I can't even smile today-
How will I laugh tomorrow--when I can't even smile today-You think something's Funny…..?
Laugh at this!So when I look outside my room,
I see the world but not the reason.
What it’s done to me's not fair,
You call it fate, I call it treason.
But I know not what to do,
Give me a sign I’ll take whatever.
But if you want me, here I am.
Ain't gonna cry forever.And I tried to hold ya -
But you just turned away.
And I tried to tell ya -
But not a word I say.
I cried, "I’m so lonely." -
But you just covered your ears.
I gave you all the signs -
But you ignored my tears.So if you want me,
Here I am -
I sit here waiting for your decision.
But my body fights my mind -
They're heading straight for a collision.
So what am I gonna do -
If I'm still looking in all the wrong places?
But the only thing that seems to change,
Are the looks on their faces....Doesn't anyone...?
Seems like no one cares at all.
I search for personality
And I look for things I cannot see.
(Does anyone even care at all?)
Love and peace flash through my mind -
Pain and hate is all I find.
(Seems like care at all.)
Find no hope in nothing new,
And I never had a dream come true.
(Does anyone even care at all?)
Lies and hate and agony -
Through my eyes it's all I see.
(No one cares at all.)How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can't smile today -
Today, today, today.
When I can't smile today -
Today, today, today.
When I can't smile today.
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can't smile today.
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can't smile today.______________________________________________________
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______________________in the darkness of hell, my eyes fiery red. lost and damned, no one can save me. my pain endless, alone until the end of time. god has left me on my own. i am the shadow in the dark... real editor best profile tools real editor best profile tools
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