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AHLEM

love me for who i will be!

About Me

I believe that the very purpose of life is to be happy. From the very core of our being, we desire contentment. In my own limited experience I have found that the more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being. Cultivating a close, warmhearted feeling for others automatically puts the mind at ease. It helps remove whatever fears or insecurities we may have and gives us the strength to cope with any obstacles we encounter. It is the principal source of success in life. Since we are not solely material creatures, it is a mistake to place all our hopes for happiness on external development alone. The key is to develop inner peace.-14th Dalai Lama

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My Interests

my friends make my life interesting. without them you wouldn't find me lying on the pavement with alcohol seeping out the corner of my mouth.

I'd like to meet:

anyone who's not mentally insane. well that limits my options =) haha.

This is so cool! vogueing hahaha

Music:

i adore all types of music and open to new kinds of music. but music is a huge factor in dealing with my bitch swings =)

Movies:

i have a wide range of movies that i love to watch... but if it comes to horror movies.. you better be prepared for me to grab your arm and wont let go til its all over!!! haha

Television:

television has gotten dull.. has it's moments to keep me company sometimes.

Books:

memoirs of a geisha snow falling on cedars harry potter series.. da vinci code angels n demons.. it goes on... i love to read.. sorry! haha

Heroes:

the ones that allow me to wake up every morning without having to hide from the world...

My Blog

FOR SALE EVERYTHING MUST GO!

So as most of you know.. i'm moving to the bay area after school in the summer time august being the cut off date.. so there are things that i sure as hell do not want to be lagging around haulin' shi...
Posted by AHLEM on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 05:45:00 PST

total bitch.

do you ever have one of those days where you just feel like a total bitch plugged in an asshole? haha like you just don't give a damn what you say to people anymore.. or you feel like going on people'...
Posted by AHLEM on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 12:44:00 PST

the fuck...

what the hell am i doing.. why am i doing it?... why can't i control my feelings anymore.. fuck.. i'm drowning in my own emotions..
Posted by AHLEM on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:17:00 PST

what's going on...

it's like death is following me endlessly.. i don't know if it's coincidence or the reaper is straight up following me.. first my step grandfather passes away... thent my cousin passes away.. a couple...
Posted by AHLEM on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 10:43:00 PST

*sigh 22 a magical number

*sigh i'm a little.. well not sad... not depressed.. i don't know what it is.. my birthday is next week out of all fucking days a wednesday.. and i don't know what i am doing.. i don't know if i wanna...
Posted by AHLEM on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 03:17:00 PST

gotta live life..

althouhg i'm writing this while i'm wasted as fuck... i try to erase the pain that i have endured these past few days.. hidden behind a cloak of cheerfulness and happy thoughts lies a sorrow and ...
Posted by AHLEM on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 02:44:00 PST

Another loss.....

No one ever would have expected this... one of my good friends.. i still can't put it through my head when i was told you no longer were part of this world.. my eyes will never dry because you lived ...
Posted by AHLEM on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 03:16:00 PST

RIP ate chona

my cousin just passed away from cancer in the philippines about 5 minutes ago.. it's hard to comprehend how such a thing can happen for someone who still has kids that now will go on living life ...
Posted by AHLEM on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 09:34:00 PST

random

you know what the best feeling in the world is? its not love.. luck.. having money... because you can always lose or misplace things like that... the best feeling in the world is just the opposite.. t...
Posted by AHLEM on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 11:51:00 PST

staaaaaaabbed

..my god whats up with me and getting stabbed up in my fingers... first a towel paper dispenser then a salad bag.. now a piece of wire... holy fuck i think someone is trying to kill me  ...
Posted by AHLEM on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 06:35:00 PST