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mourning_nightingale.

Have you seen the terror of terrors - my face when I 'm absolutely calm? -V.Mayakovsky

About Me

FUCK YOU ALL VERY MUCH!
She's made of hair and bone and little teeth
and things that cannot speak
she comes on like a crippled plaything
her spine is just a string...
I'm strong even when I'm weak. I stumble on my own mistakes, fall onto knees in my own shit, but never stay too long there. I get up, and go on. Wiping the dirt of myself. I rarely turn around, for there is nothing to regret. Time runs in many directions in this world. No dull moment on the path of the Beam.There are other worlds than these. I am always nothing you want and everything you need. I am a whore, and a virgin. I'm a saint, and the devil himself. I hold sorrows and plagues of the world in my little finger. Do not pull it unless you want Pandora's box deja vu. I do not deny myself as a human being of flesh and blood. I am not afraid to give love, but I do not give it that easily. I am only one and unique. I cannot have a replacement. Once you lose me, try finding a decent copy, for I have my pride. You will fail, and you shall never find anyone who can replace even just a tiny part of me. I believe in Ka, equivalent of destiny, for Ka has no mercy. Ka serves no one.
Screams will soon claw my mouth apart.
Some of my life companions:
My ka-tet:

Anja , Jelena , Macky
My other very dear life forms:
MyWhore , Mi Madre , the NajJebiSeUGlavu , BestMaleFriend , Little Wendy , Porcus Volatilis aka Deda , Kremissimo , The Wisdom Trustworthy , My Big Brother , Z.L.I Fenser , Sleepy ,Shkora
.....and many,many more...
"He who speaks without an attentive ear is mute"
My Bands
Narashtay
Arhyst
"

My Interests

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"Go take a flying fuck on a rolling donut"

Show me a man or a woman alone and I'll show you a saint. Give me two and they'll fall in love. Give me three and they'll invent the charming thing we call 'society'. Give me four and they'll build a pyramid. Give me five and they'll make one an outcast. Give me six and they'll reinvent prejudice. Give me seven and in seven years they'll reinvent warfare. Man may have been made in the image of God, but human society was made in the image of His opposite number, and is always trying to get back home.

I keep few people very close to me...
I do not need pity from any other human being. I am not afraid to show my real self to anyone who deserves it.
Not being known doesn't stop the truth from being true.
I am not afraid to admit that I'm wrong when I'm wrong. I take responsibility for what I do...
If it's never our fault, we can't take responsibility for it. If we can't take responsibility for it, we'll always be its victim.

Monotony coming out of the cracks on the pavement, and once you inhale it, it stays within.
To put up walls around oneself as a reason to protect from loneliness, kill dreams to keep both feet on ground is such typical act of human stupidity.
Death to humans, long live the apes!!!

I'd like to meet:



"What does that mean know me, know me, nobody ever knows anybody else, ever!"
But I will wait to see if ever will come a person who will meet me in every way. I will wait, and long for such person. Until it comes.The one I will hate and adore at the same time.Beautiful and ugly.
And together we'll be divine and others shall be feared by our strength

Speak!

Music:



IS my only drug.

Movies:



♥Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain
K-Pax
The 9th Gate
Equilibrium
The Illusionist
Requiem for a dream
Clockwork orange
Donnie Darko
Rules of attraction

Television:


Books:


"Demian" - H.Hese
All of Ivo Andric
"Bridge across forever" - Richard Bach
"The lady and the unicorn" - Tracy Chevalier
"Happy prince and other stories" - Oscar Wilde
"The complete works of E.A.Poe"
"Little prince" - Antoin de saint Exupery
"Evgeny Onegin" - Pushkin
"The Dragonriders of Pern" - Ann McCaffrey
"The Dark Tower" - Stephen King
♥"The Sea"(John Banville)

Heroes:



My Blog

To bid you farewell...

We get attached to people and things, so much, and then, when they're gone, the part of ourselves goes with them.And what are we left to do then, but to weep?Eventually, find a replacement&a decent on...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 04:56:00 PST

Kompilacija random misli za septembar

Ponekada, jednostavno, bolje je da se pustis i da vidis sta sutra ima da donese.Ukljucis jebeni autopilot mode,i pustis da polako klizis kroz neke buduce trenutke, donoseci tu i tamo koju odlukicu. Ne...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 04:36:00 PST

Tonight’s decison.

U zivotu chovek mora dve stvari: da umre i da donosi odluke.Ovo drugo je malo teze...Moj profesor veronauke je veoma pametan chovek, shto se iz prilozenog vidi. Takodje jedna od njegovih, meni omiljen...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 03:57:00 PST

Vox clamantis in deserto (ili Glas vapijuceg u pustinji)

Panem et circenses.Hleba i igara.Lepo je to recheno josh davno kako je lako ljudima zamazati ochi.Ako ima puno koncerata, festivala, ne primecujemo da je hrana sve skuplja i skuplja, sitnice koje zivo...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 06:13:00 PST

Nijanse

Nastavljamo daljeVideci nishta, iduci nigde, ne slushajuci nishta&Ne obaziruci se na tela koja vrishteci padaju pored vas.Kao da idemo u nedogled korachajuci crnim asfaltom, poplochanim svima koji su ...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 02:24:00 PST

The Sex on the Street

By: FrontwhoreIs that your final verdict?Please, turn to yourself and judge your actions,You who tell us that we are the chosen ones, the people,With our God on our sideAnd barrels choked with lead&Th...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 01:38:00 PST

The Street Below

By: mourning_nightingale&FrontwhoreBlind man with thousand eyes stumbling over dead Thrilling his solace to deny himself of peace Acid rain melting plastic flowers grown from pavement Erasing stupid s...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:11:00 PST

Ogledalo.

Gledam u ogledalo i ne znam shta vidim.Ono shto vidim me pomalo plashi.Ostaci neke osobe koju sam nekada zvala vrlo znachajnim imenom: JA.Kapiram da se to isto ogledalo sada razbije,razbila bih se ija...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:01:00 PST

The Nightingale and the Rose

"She said that she would dance with me if I brought her red roses,"cried the young Student; "but in all my garden there is no redrose."From her nest in the holm-oak tree the Nightingale heard him, and...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 06:18:00 PST

Ekvilibrijum

      Danas sam opet gledala Ekvilibrijum.Neki ga mozda znaju,i verujem da smatraju da je predrkan film.Za one koji ne znaju,evo ukratko o chemu se radi. Novi svetski poredak,zabran...
Posted by mourning_nightingale. on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 04:07:00 PST