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Ello!

I dont know if life is greater then death, but a life without love is no life at all.

About Me

my frinds call me Smashee, I'm really into my music and art. i'm a graphic design major at finlandia university.
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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try, having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you. Humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.
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My Interests

Painting, drawing, anything with art, music, and well i just like to have fun. its not hard to find a good time you just need to know how to have fun.

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little
odd, but this is a side-effect from when the
element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a
content soul, and happy with life. But then
something happened. Not necessarily on one day,
it probably happened gradually over time. You
lost your will to care and became even more
reserved from the world. People had hurt you in
ways you do not want to remember and now you
isolate yourself from them. You have turned
into an outsider and probably dress more in
black than you used to. Your depression is
eating you up and tearing you apart and the
worst part is that no one is willing to help,
or so it seems. In school you are often by
yourself or one single friend and you rarely
seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad,
distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to
your face and you need a saviour from this
world. You may turn to music for understanding
and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid
of some pain. You are not very open about your
problems to your family/friends, and wish that
they would just notice it and make it go away.

What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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I'd like to meet:



Angelina Jolie

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Music:

Music Video: I WRITE SINS, NOT TRAGEDIES (by Panic At The Disco)

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Alkaline Trio, The Ataris, Thursday, Choheed and Cambria, Incubus, The Get Up Kids, Modest Mouse, Ben Folds Five, The Mars Volta, Finch, Iris, Ash, Bif Naked, Ever Time I Die, From a Second Story Window, Minus The Bear, Bright Eyes, The Faint, Iron and Wine, The Postal Service, Death Cab for Cutie, The Killers, Mindless Self Indulgence, Horse The Band, Capital Tragedy, Suicide Note, TV on the Radio, Marilyn Manson, Eighteen Visions, Otep, Underoath, Beethoven, Nine Inch Nails, Dresden Dolls, Deftones, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Poison the Well, Led Zepplin, My Chemical Romance, Nirvana, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, Blink 182, Alien Ant Farm, Rage Against the Machine, Weezer, Boxcar Racer, The Used, Pink Floyd, Foo Fighters

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Movies:

boondock saints, edward scissor hands, Pie, gardon state, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, I heart huckabees, ...theres alot of them too but those are the ones that come to mind.

My Blog

how to get rid of the dead body under your bed

We all have that one person in our life that you would not miss if they droped off the face of the planet. I my self have a few of these people. Now if your like me, you tend to fantasise ways to get ...
Posted by Ello! on Wed, 17 May 2006 03:20:00 PST

NON-FICTION STORY a must read

Sleep walkIt was late at night, though I had no certain idea what the exact time was, only that I have been laying wake in bed for some time now. It was one of those nights that I could not sleep, one...
Posted by Ello! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Silent

Alone I am, silent in the darkling room. As the sun sets the worst it gets. My heart aches for the unreachable love, while death could only give relief in remembering that silence is the s...
Posted by Ello! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

morning poem

I woke early one morning, The earth lay cool and still When suddenly a tiny bird Perched on my window sill, He sang a song so lovely So carefree and so gay, That slowly all my troubles B...
Posted by Ello! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

One step closer

Every hour wasted .Every minuite gone.Every second passed.One step closer.One step closer to death.The years fly by.The months gone.The days are to late.The mornings are dumb.One step closer.One step ...
Posted by Ello! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Alown

I stand here alown.The city silent for just a momement.The only sound is that of my own heart beating;Beating like a drum.A part of lifes song that sings to me silently inside.The beat forever changin...
Posted by Ello! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST