francis

some nights when I'm going to bed I feel this overwhelming feeeling about life, like it's too much to even just exist, like my heart doesn't know what to do with it. and I cry. I cry cause I miss my mom, I cry cause it's too much. That's why I've always limited my drug intake. You wouldn't want to see me on acid. I just want to be happy. I try hard to keep that peace within me. My moon is in Leo. Which means, I don't realize how bitchy I can be sometimes. It takes over me, like an ugly spell. I'd love to be a monk and live in a desolate place where all I could hear and sea was the ocean. When I am at the beach I realize I'm the richest. I love people too much. I don't know how to hold back (Like Mona in Cat's Cradle). my heart hurts when I think of all the time that has gone by. I can't wait to fully appreciate the present. i love pictures, taking them, looking through them, seeing their stories. funny is great. so great. I like to read out loud sometimes. I don't like when people see me in my glasses. I wish I was taller. I think I know some great geat people to whom I owe so much of my life. I have a photographic memory. I remember things through flashes, visions, smells. I can smell my grandma a mile away. We used to stay up late playing cards and drinking coffee when I was 8. My mom was a hippie macrobiotic queen. Her smile is piercing. I have two dads, they're friends. I'm Uruguayan, morrocan, Polish and Russian. My mom gave me my good looks, my dad gave me my not so good looks. I quit smoking 7 months ago, and I like it. MyGen Profile Generator