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I live with my parents and my two brother and five sisters. My eldest brother is now happily married to the women of her choice. I am a college dropout who is currently working. Even though I'll be 21 this mac, people still think that I am fifteen and I take it as a compliment. I mean, that's like six years difference. Ain't that what man want? To look younger than they really are? I am happy with what I am doing now but how I really feel inside, that is a totally different thing. I mean, I have this one big lump of feeling inside me that seem to stuck at my throat and I can't seem to let it out. I like to watch the sunrise, even though I am not a morning person. I like the smell of after rain. I like the sound of the waves when it hits the shore. I like to stay under water for as long as I can. I like to sing out loud. I like arts and writing short stories. I like to go around town and do nothing. I like to stare at the four walls in my room. I like to wear different colours of nail polish at one time. I like to take long shower.