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About Me


It's time for an update.
I am Luciux.
And I've gone bat shit.
I'm not a good person.
But I'm not a bad one either.
I can't spell worth a damn, and cussing is my favorite past time.
I'm an absolute slob when I'm in my own environment.
I go out of my way for my friends simply because I want to be remembered as a good person.
I fall in love with pretty much everyone. And I've stopped telling them.
I can't hold a grudge worth shit, but my opinion of you will be altered for a few short months.
I haven't lead a pretty life.
I combine the most random collection of shit, and call it a personality, or, worst of all, art.
I lie, a lot, but I come clean pretty quickly.
I'm terrified of judgment, so when it comes to first impressions, I have the worst.
I figure if people like me even if I'm absolutely awful then they'll like the real me.
On a rational level, no. The people who like me will be just as awful as my facade.
Can't seem to get that point through to myself.
I can't control myself, so if you're looking to, well, I wish you the best of luck.
My friends range from the ages of 14 to 47 (That's you Phil, ya bald old bastard.) But I love them to death.
You wont understand a damned thing I say.
But at least it all sounds pretty.
I am the psychic, neither pneumatic nor somatic, but both.
I am the borderline gnostic, she who believes not in a supreme being (God) but a mass hysteria that caused just as much damage.
I am the heretic.
And I live in a nation of people strung out on religion.
I am not a feminist, fuck you. I do however see the sexism plaguing the nation. Fuck you for buying into it. Fuck you for going with the flow. And fuck you for faking your way through life to either succeed or get laid. Flat fuck you.
I like to breathe, and I like to eat, and I like to talk about stuff. I'm fairly complex if you think about it. On a strictly physical and primal level.
I like taking pictures. Yeah, that's it on that one.
I'm a smart ass. But you noticed that already
I'm a pretty straight forward person when I get around to it.
I'll let you know what's on my mind whenever I feel like it.
I try not to judge, and I've got an open mind.
What's not to like?
Besides the paranoia, secretiveness , craziness, and the sarcasm?
"'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"
He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought—
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.
And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! and through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.
"And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"
He chortled in his joy.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe." ~Lewis Carroll
"A kingdom exists
Inside these walls
Of faerie tales
And hanging dolls" ~Luciux
"They build and build and burn to the ground,
They rise, they fall and gain nothing profound,
They learn not to learn cause knowledge is painful,
They lie to themselves and rely on angels." ~Luciux
"Kiss me softly, sweetly, slowly,
I don't care if we're alone
There are things I need in this world
And this just feels like home" ~Luciux
"So much for chewed up and spit out, I've been digested and shit out." ~Luciux
"Photography is the drug you can't rehab. Heroin in the veins, eating you alive in the most blissful of ways." ~Luciux
"Pain is pleasure, like it or suffer." ~Luciux
When standing alone in the darkness of a sacred place, with only one object in your arms, trust it may be a piece of your soul, spreading forth your spirit, through echoing waves of passion and pain. ~Luciux
"See the sailor boys dressed in blue Cheer the change to make the news Send the shell down the spiral groove Bombs away it's a shakedown cruise" ~RHCP
I like the abstract. I like the mystical. I like the iniquitous, and the sinister. <3

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

1 Oh hai. In teh beginnin Ceiling Cat maded teh skiez An da Urfs, but he did not eated dem.

2 Da Urfs no had shapez An haded dark face, An Ceiling Cat rode invisible bike over teh waterz.

3 At start, no has lyte. An Ceiling Cat sayz, i can haz lite? An lite wuz.4 An Ceiling Cat sawed teh lite, to seez stuffs, An splitted teh lite from dark but taht wuz ok cuz kittehs can see in teh dark An not tripz over nethin.5 An Ceiling Cat sayed light Day An dark no Day. It were FURST!!!1

6 An Ceiling Cat sayed, im in ur waterz makin a ceiling. But he no yet make a ur. An he maded a hole in teh Ceiling.7 An Ceiling Cat doed teh skiez with waterz down An waterz up. It happen.8 An Ceiling Cat sayed, i can has teh firmmint wich iz funny bibel naim 4 ceiling, so wuz teh twoth day.

9 An Ceiling Cat gotted all teh waterz in ur base, An Ceiling Cat hadz dry placez cuz kittehs DO NOT WANT get wet.10 An Ceiling Cat called no waterz urth and waters oshun. Iz good.

11 An Ceiling Cat sayed, DO WANT grass! so tehr wuz seedz An stufs, An fruitzors An vegbatels. An a Corm. It happen.12 An Ceiling Cat sawed that weedz ish good, so, letz there be weedz.13 An so teh threeth day jazzhands.

14 An Ceiling Cat sayed, i can has lightz in the skiez for splittin day An no day.15 It happen, lights everwear, like christmass, srsly.16 An Ceiling Cat doeth two grate lightz, teh most big for day, teh other for no day.17 An Ceiling Cat screw tehm on skiez, with big nails An stuff, to lite teh Urfs.18 An tehy rulez day An night. Ceiling Cat sawed. Iz good.19 An so teh furth day w00t.

20 An Ceiling Cat sayed, waterz bring me phishes, An burds, so kittehs can eat dem. But Ceiling Cat no eated dem.21 An Ceiling Cat maed big fishies An see monstrs, which wuz like big cows, except they no mood, An other stuffs dat mooves, An Ceiling Cat sawed iz good.22 An Ceiling Cat sed O hai, make bebehs kthx. An dont worry i wont watch u secksy, i not that kynd uf kitteh.23 An so teh...fith day. Ceiling Cat taek a wile 2 cawnt.

24 An Ceiling Cat sayed, i can has MOAR living stuff, mooes, An creepie tings, An otehr aminals. It happen so tehre.25 An Ceiling Cat doed moar living stuff, mooes, An creepies, An otehr animuls, An did not eated tehm.

26 An Ceiling Cat sayed, letz us do peeps like uz, becuz we ish teh qte, An let min p0wnz0r becuz tehy has can openers.

27 So Ceiling Cat createded teh peeps taht waz like him, can has can openers he maed tehm, min An womin wuz maeded, but he did not eated tehm.

28 An Ceiling Cat sed them O hai maek bebehs kthx, An p0wn teh waterz, no waterz An teh firmmint, An evry stufs.

29 An Ceiling Cat sayed, Beholdt, the Urfs, I has it, An I has not eated it.30 For evry createded stufs tehre are the fuudz, to the burdies, teh creepiez, An teh mooes, so tehre. It happen. Iz good.

31 An Ceiling Cat sayed, Beholdt, teh good enouf for releaze as version 0.8a. kthxbai.

My Blog

Update

This has been the year of quiet reflection.Of all that has changed in my life. All that has changed in me.It feels surreal sometimes.Like it isn't even me.Making my own decisions and making them like ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Mar 2010 22:00:00 GMT

GOT RICE BITCH?!?!

Got rice bitch?Got rice?Got everything that you want, that is nice?Got Hats like us?Got balls like us?Got shit? Got 'quip?Get calls like us?We're saving lives like it isn't a trend. We put our lives ...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Jan 2010 09:43:00 GMT

Be your truth

There was once a man so full of pain, lying in broken glass.He lay there for so long, eventually his body did adapt.The shards digging in his skin, and scratching at his bones.So his skin grew around ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jan 2010 17:47:00 GMT

My side

Can it not be agreed that most everything in our lives is based on perception?One day I may despise the smell of eggs, where as the next I may find them intoxicating.Because there is no standard fact ...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jan 2010 00:36:00 GMT

Happy Holidays

You may think, knowing me, the unbeliever, that I'm about to trash Christmas the day after it's passed. You may take this as such, but this is not what I intend.Let's see the facts.1. Osiris (KING OF ...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Dec 2009 14:13:00 GMT

Update

I have noticed that every year around this time, people drop away off the internet, text less, hang out less.Usually that left me feeling very alone.And now I'm part of it.People pairing up so they mi...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Dec 2009 22:36:00 GMT

Ezekiel 12 (There's a special place in hell for the things we've done)

1 Teh meowz of ceiling cat come to meh. 2 "kitteh of man, u livs wif reblious peeps. dems haz wiskehs to feel but do not feels and haz eyez to see in night but still do not seez cuz dems is reb...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Oct 2009 21:22:00 GMT

I've been silent too long.

I hope you, like I, managed to make it through the entire special comment. Watching this awakened a pain in me that I haven't felt in years. I...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Oct 2009 00:04:00 GMT

Ren-fest. What a bucket o joy

I need sleep.
Posted by on Sat, 19 Sep 2009 18:04:00 GMT

Cotton Candy in the rain.

Life seems to be a random collection of the most Hodge Podge greatness.Yeah that was a little redundant.Everything is going so well. It's weird. I'm working thirty hours a week, studying, reading, yar...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Sep 2009 17:02:00 GMT