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About Me

There are alot of fake people in this world. Everyone wears a face at some point. So you wanna know the real me? Well that will be impossible without taking the time out of your day to conversate with me but I will try my best here. My birthname is Phillip Todd. I grew up a shy boy in a small town in New Jersey. I always had a problem with authority and controlling my emotions. I took things to heart that I shouldnt have. My first day of high school, my freshman year I started keeping a journal and writing poetry. I never dreamed of how well my writing would have progressed into what it became with the music. Im not trying to be cocky because I am not, but I am confident with belief in myself. When I was young i never had that. I guess the trials and tribulations of life just changed me. Its the heartache and pain I have felt that helped me write a few certain songs that mean the world to me.{Journal Of A Suicidal Emcee,Get Real,The Troublesome son, and Everybody Dreams}. Its not about radio play and impressing people. Its about me and my therapy. My microphone as my therapist. It really has helped me have a more positive attitude outlook on life. I was such a negative person even just a couple years ago. My favorite lyrics I have written even if it doesnt sound positive it helped turned me positive. Ok here they are(Slit your throat while your sleeping. You pushed me off the deep end. Inside my cuts are really deepend. Should I really kill ya? I guess it depends on whats written with my pen). Ok I love my family at least the ones who were there when I needed them most. My father(not my dad}, My mother, My sisters, and my nieces all mean the world to me. I love my friends(the real ones who became like family). I also have alot of luv for all my P girls, My fans, and anyone who likes what I do. Thank you and Much luv.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Music is energy as are We.- KrAzE P ----------------------------------------------------------- The greatest achievements were at first and for a time dreams. The oak sleeps in the acorn. -James Allen ----------------------------------------------------------- All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible. -Thomas Edward Lawrence (of Arabia) ----------------------------------------------------------- The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep -Robert Frost -----------------------------------------------------------

My Blog

I could use some advice

Anyone who knows me well knows about the story of my fathers. I am truley close to the man who raised me as I was his own and forever grateful. You would also know about my relationship with the man w...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 16:31:00 GMT

Today let my sky be blue

Today will be the day the leaves fall to the earth.And today will be the day mud dries into dirt.And maybe I wont cry because I no longer hurt.I want to smile when I dream because Im still awake.And i...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 19:24:00 GMT

videos I like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W69SSLfRJho http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xFYQQPAOz7Yhttp://www.youtube .com/watch?v=zkxwn_zw18Qhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swUbR a_ijVw
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 20:01:00 GMT

miss you too

Even after you ripped out my heart and dropped me to my knees I wished you happiness. Ive seen your words about me but my outer shell has built an ego beyond your eyes. The chance was there for your t...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:39:00 GMT

Umm IDK

The oceans are beautiful when you take the time to look. So is the sky blue or dark. When high grass blows with the wind and the acorn falls from the oak tree. Bring me nature show me god. Touched by ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:39:00 GMT

I dont care if you get me. I am me ever more.

I would take 1000 times this pain to flow through my vains, that already drives me mad. For one more day of sailing on the river of false truths. A river that has stopped flowing. A river that took my...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 16:51:00 GMT

Beautiful eyes of imperfections

She had the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. Such beauty I couldnt help but get lost in a gaze. Gazes that lasted while the clock went full circle. Then upon a gaze I saw something hidden deep in...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 17:36:00 GMT

The inabler has left the building

No longer will you step on my toes while I dance around your feelings. My Honesty will be brutal, your cuts will feel like mine. Your unearned fortune drives me with envy. She gives you a smile and lo...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 04:41:00 GMT

I am 9. Who are U?

Numerology is perhaps the easiest of the occult arts to understand and use. All you need is the birth date and the complete name of an individual to unlock all of the secrets that the numbers hold. ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 13:44:00 GMT

A tale of 3 dads and the akwardness it leaves me

I want to start this off by saying I know Im fortunate of the fact of having 3 dads when some grow up with none. Well I grew up with my Father (Bob). My mother and him were seperated when she ended up...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 00:20:00 GMT