Anyway, I have a tendency to stay single. There's a lot of disturbing shit that goes on in my head and sometimes it tends to get in the way of relationships. It's not baggage from old relationships for the most part, but from a lot of fucked up shit that's gone on around me. I blame myself for a lot of things. I tend to somehow fuck up a good thing once things start to go my way. I don't know why but I do.Oh, and I'm definately NOT looking to find Ms. Right here or anywhere else for that matter. I'm sick of people turning out exactly how I think they will. If someone does come around and strikes me as unique and caring and (hopefully) okay looking, I might give it a go. Otherwise I'm happy being alone.