the art of being shy |
i am painfully shy.i wasn't born with the ability to talk to people with ease, nor with the comfort to be around large groups, people i don't know, or even my friends.i am most comfortable when by my...
Posted by a.t. on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:45:00 PST |
the time i was away |
a while ago i went awayand i was the most at peace that i have been since long before i can remember.clearness of mind.freedom to think.a sense of ease and peace.it mattered not at all to me that noth...
Posted by a.t. on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 05:43:00 PST |
running away |
does anyone want to move away with me?
i never ran away as a child.
i think i missed out.
one day i was down at the creek and angry at my mother and i could hear her calling me home to dinner.
i didn'...
Posted by a.t. on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 07:06:00 PST |
choices and undeniable moments |
if you have to give up everything, make sure it's worth it.
but if you have to give it all up, it's probably not.
don't turn your back on your past.
but cut loose that which is holding you back.
choo...
Posted by a.t. on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 12:52:00 PST |
life . . . at my casio. |
sitting around, drinking tea, playing on my casio."when the saints go marching in".i feel like a child.i never learned the piano when i was little.i find myself struggling to remember scales and note...
Posted by a.t. on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:01:00 PST |
the cheese stands alone. |
it was the perfect night to drive around with the windows down whilst listening to band of horses.i mean, really there is never a bad time to listen to band of horses, but tonight was perfect.and it i...
Posted by a.t. on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:36:00 PST |
oh what a night |
speaking of life kicking you while you're down.it snowed on me on the trek to my car tonight.the weather knows full and well that my least favorite thing in the world is snow and being cold.the weath...
Posted by a.t. on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 02:06:00 PST |
only because its been a while: a very brief update |
tomorrow is the beginning of the last week at a job that i have hated for much, much too long.nothing could make me more happy. . . . .well, that is a lie. i could think of a few things that would ma...
Posted by a.t. on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 10:46:00 PST |
oh, this week . . . |
there are one and one half hours left of one of the craziest weeks in recent memorythis week has been completely wonderful and completely horrible in perfectly equal amounts.it has been happy, sad, te...
Posted by a.t. on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 09:06:00 PST |
so, what do you want? |
the thing you have to ask yourself is "what do you want?"
sometimes getting what it is that you want can be the most terrifying thing in the world. because if you are anything like me then you just ne...
Posted by a.t. on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 04:42:00 PST |
