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Rachel Ruckus

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

Oh my life is so strange right now! I'm 23 years old, single, working part time and trying to piece together a life that's been through hell and back. I want a life like my mothers so I'm staying healthy and riding of all the garbage. I'm learning to tell the truth and to be one person to everyone person in my life... does that make sence? I like to laugh when I'm not angry. I love my little sister and want to be a good person mostly for her. I want to have a family someday. I want to make a difference in this world.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God, Emily Dickison, Helen Keller, The founders of AA, Uma Thurman, and Jenna Jameson

My Blog

My continuous battle and struggle...

If any of you have been following my blogs or keeping in contact with me, which I will admit is hard to do, you'll know that I am trying to be sober. That means getting off methadone. The drug that I ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 15:34:00 GMT

Hallelujah!

I start my new job at Queen City Auto Rebuild on Monday the 19th. The shop is in Redmond and I will be dragging my ass out of bed at 4:30am to get ready, take the bus to get my methadone dose, and the...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 14:33:00 GMT

Another update from yours truly...

I'm still staying off the drugs. I haven't stuck a needle in my arm for God knows how long. Crack has been a harder battle. I smoke once a week maybe but the last time I did was a bad expirence so I h...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:14:00 GMT

so so so sad

The love of my life is in jail! Well the Imigration Detetion Center in Tacoma... life has gotten hard with out him supporting me. But I have managed to not smoke any crack since he got arrested which ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:39:00 GMT

poor me!

the world is out to get me. no dout. me and my boyfriend got kicked out of our place today. so we are homeless. my car turned up at impound... totaled after being gone for over a month after this fuck...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 22:09:00 GMT

A part of...

Last night I have never felt more closer to my AA family. My sponsor had a lineage party and all the girls that she sponsors and the ones they sponsor came. It was amazing to see the program of alcoho...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 13:00:00 GMT

True Romance...

One of the guys at my shop where I work posted this bulletin and it's so amazingly sweet I wanted to share with all of you! He posted it as "Dream Girl" "I'd like to tell you about this girl - and des...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 21:09:00 GMT

In-teg-rity

DEFINITION: Steadfast adherence to a strict moral or ethical code. The state of being unimpaired; soundness. The quality or condition of being whole or undivided; completeness. Sometimes it's real...
Posted by on Fri, 02 May 2008 00:03:00 GMT

Training

So it's my third day of training with my new company. My brain feels like applesauce. The girl that's training me is amazing... she's my age, she's smart, and funny. It's been a good time. She told me...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:46:00 GMT

New Job Blues

I'm hella sad right now! I'm stoked that I got a new job and it's going to help me to get where I want to go with my career goals... but I'm sad to leave Aurora. The people I work with are like famil...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 21:06:00 GMT