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Toad Spider

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About Me

An atypically transcendent humble being, looking for a moment of solace in this continually turbulent whirlpool we salute as THE Reality.

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My Interests

Brilliance in being. Silence in seeing. Acceptance in organism. Seeing what we mostly don't see; hearing what we mostly don't, err... well, you get the picture. Religion kills and drunkenness is just as damaging- though doubtlessly more entertaining.

I'd like to meet:

The ones I never met and the ones I met and thought I knew or perhaps, once despised... seeking awkward grace... truth, trust & honesty. fellow misanthropes and outcasts, expressives, artsy-fartsies, vegetarians, thinkers, drinkers, poets... people who want to help me subvert the value system that some of us are being conned into believing.

Music:

Sopor Aeternus, Amen, Coil, Swans, Agalloch, Chrome, Helios Creed, Celtic Frost, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, Cruxshadows, The Haunted, Cro-Mags, Christian Death / Rozz Williams, The Obsessed, Type O Neg, Richmond Fontaine, Psyclon 9, SunnO))) , Laughing Hyenas, Easy Action, Surgery, Red Temple Spirits, Uncle Tupelo / Son Volt, Unsane, Tragic Mulatto, M.Manson, Controlled Bleeding, Burzum, Tragic Black, Thrall, Nick Cave, Nik Fiend, Dickless, Skinyard, Derelicts, Baby Dee, Gorgoroth, Immortal, Carpathian Forest, GG Allin, Rudimentary Peni, Sol Invictus, Plasmatics / Wendy O Williams, Leatherface, The Cure, Joy Division, Scum, Deadsy, Ween, Fields of the Nephilim, Xymox, Foreskin 500, Japan, David Sylvian, Black Flag, V.H. of Karen Black, Bevis Frond, Corvus Corax, X, Smoke, Opal Foxx Quartet, Patti Smith, Iggy, Ministry, Jayne County, AED / Media Violence, and all the dusty sounds I haven't listened to in years(in no particular order depending on my mood)

Movies:

Anything horrifying, prurient, deviant, dark and/or ridiculous. Filth is Life, and you're a piece of it, you sh*t!

Television:

Damned be the wide-eyed cabochon of the insipid. The curators of the transmissions of lies shall be destroyed. In-formation twisted beyond recognition. What lies lay beyond the purported Truth? But I do watch the damned thing. Anthony Bourdain's No Reservations f*ckin' rules!

Books:

hmmm... Baudelaire...Blake, Bukowski... The Complete Bartenders Guide...

Heroes:

NO HEROES... only TRUTH, vigilantism and fortitude for that which will be better for all, within and beyond this perceived existence. Disclaimer; being this: Anthony Bourdain's No Reservations f*ckin' rules! The man's a rock star of culinary and cultural adventure to the n'th degree! I don't believe in heroes, but if I did, he'd be in my top ten. No Reservations makes me want to explore this great and vastly different epicureal(sic) segregated globe we call Earth. Tony smokes, drinks, eats anything... and quotes Homer Simpson (as a "wise man") to a group of lovely aged gentlemen in Singapore, over beers and pork. And I'm a vegetarian. With people like Bourdain out there... why can't I get health insurance? -ni Watch this: