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About Me

************************************************************ ****************************************************My heart hurts with pain to see you go, But I understand that God had a plan. I closed my eyes and wished you could come back, but I see you are no longer suffering, and you have your dignity back.I will try to be strong while you are away. I'll take care of Daddy, make sure he knows everything is ok. I wont cry, because I know you wouldnt want me too. Its hard not to miss you, not to hear your voice. I wish I could tell you again how much I love you.I know you stand with God now, With the angels right above, to watch over me and my family, With you I send my love.Te quiero Mucho Mama!!! RIP 1-8-06
Your Birthdate: March 11
Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world.
You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.
Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.
Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.
Your strength: Your inner peace
Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds
Your power color: Emerald
Your power symbol: Leaf
Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?I'm a mother first. A daughter, grandaughter, sister, aunt, friend, co-worker, and baby mama (no drama queen hear, ya heard).I try to enjoy as much out of life as I can although many times its a difficult task to carry when you have to carry so many on your back. Sometimes I need to take a step back and just watch whats going on around me before I jump into things. I've learned to stop living for others and start living for me-I learned to place a limit on the amount of time pleasing others before it is at the expense of my own desires. Have been thru many trials and tribulations in my life which have made me stronger as a person, and allowed me to see things in a different perspective. I have placed myself in the shoes of many because I know that at any given time I can be where they are at.Now dont get it twisted, "I love kids, but they aint for me", thing on the left is just a joke. My kids are my life. ALTHOUGH, they make me wanna pull my hair out, bang my head against the wall, or swear like the exorcist, I STILL LOVE THEM!!! Those are my babies God has blessed me with them and I'm gonna enjoy every moment that I have with them.******************************************************* ******************************** I can't stand phony females...you know, the ones that smile in your face and talk behind your back. They hate on you cuz you dont have to play stupid to get what you want...common sense...dont blame me cuz your man cheat, don't hate on me cuz I can pay my bills, don't hate cuz Im free to do what I want with no one locking me down telling me what to do. Get a backbone. If you got something to say...SAY IT...I can handle it. The behind the back shit is for kids. Worst of all, DON't hate on me cuz I'm trying to do positive/productive things with my life. If we ain't on the same page-step aside and just let me keep moving forward. DON'T HATE ME CUZ YOU AINT ME BIOTCH!!!! by Rihanna ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm not concerned with people ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ who prey on the wealth of their fellow man, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ cause they only want to know you,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~enroll you, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~only for the things ya had.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I just think its so sad,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~get dem haters out your circle.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Smile in your face,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~but all they wanna do is bring ya down.~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See them try to mess to hurt you,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~and work you,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~anything to bring ya down.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~They keep evil thoughts in their hearts (what you dont know),~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~you can't let them knock your hustle,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~not letting them know how much you struggle.~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~They turn green with envy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~when your on top.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~And dem heart is full with strife,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~their by gonna try to take your life.~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ya know they talk about ya,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~and they tell the lies,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~dont be fooled,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~u betta recognize!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~They not there for you,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~they dont care for you,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~trust me cuz i know its true.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ya see they smile in your face,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~and make ya think they down,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~then they turn against you,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~when your not around.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Its just jealousy and dishonesty,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!So hold on to your sanity!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Here you want some?******************************************************* ******************************** I definitely gotta show love to the friends thou. My homegirls have been by me through thick and thin. They can share my good days and have tolerated my ass during the bad ones. mUch love to them. ************************************************************ ************************** ANNyyWay...I'm just here enjoying my "visit" on myspace, to catch up with some friends. So, with that said, feel free to Hit me up!

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You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you down

You have the Gift of Empathy


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You have the Gift of a Seer


69%

You have the Gift of Wisdom


69%

You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision


69%

You have the Gift of Discernment


56%

You sadly do not recognize your gift yet


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I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

.. width="425" height="350" .. I gotta dedicate this to my project homies...they know who they are....."back in the day, when I was young, I'm not a kid anymore"....I wanna know which one of u still remember TarBABY!!! Who remembers that song we dedicated to BILL using the SWV beat-lol (I wanna hear the lyrics again)...why our shoes melt in the woods that day we was tryin to put out that fire (who started it anyway??!?)I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Wandy
Birthday: March 11
Birthplace: Connecticut
Current Location: Waterbury
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: Puertorican
The Shoes You Wore Today: black heels
Your Weakness: can't say no!!
Your Fears: losing my grandma
Your Perfect Pizza: extra cheese,thin crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i will not max out my credit cards, i will not max out my credit cards,i will not max out my credit cards,i will not max out my credit cards...SHIT!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Where are you?
Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: Im conceited I gotta reason-jk
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: Having my dad over, spending X-mas with the whole family
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton's
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both damn it
Cappuccino or Coffee: Donkin Donuts
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: hell fuckin yeah
Do you Sing: LIke Mariah Carey on Crack
Do you Shower Daily: 2-3 times daily
Have you Been in Love: Yes, with an idiot
Do you want to go to College: already finished
Do you want to get Married: Nope
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: YES I DO!
Are you a Health Freak: DebBie, can you get me bistec con arroz
Do you get along with your Parents: LOVE THEM~~
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: Piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ...it started out as a quiet visit to Debbie's house, when all of a sudden my my pepsi didn't taste like pepsi anymore
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: crack is wack
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes,
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Not a whole box, Dayum
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ewww
In the past month have you been on Stage: I will be in November-If you dont like my Eulogy...GO TO HELL
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: lol...i wouldnt call it stealing, more like borrowing. I swear guys I dont know how it got here.
Ever been Drunk: lol-wow
Ever been called a Tease: today as a matter of fact
Ever been Beaten up: hell fuckin no
Ever Shoplifted: when I was like 10, at MCCory's
How do you want to Die: huh...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a rich bitch
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: any
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: gotta be taller than me
Weight: if I cant wear your pants, you too small
Best Clothing Style: lov a man in baggy jeans, clean cut
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: many
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Oh i only got 1 regret, he knows who he is:(

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Music:

.. width="425" height="350" .. ...when I drink Vodka, no OJ, no straw, when ya give it to me, give it to me raw, I learned when you drink absolute straight it burns, enough to give your chest hairs a perm...Movin on your left...lol...wow!!YYYEEAHHH!!

Television:

I dont have time for TV, but if you have the opportunity to visit, Disney or Nickelodeon is on EVERY TV 24/7.... LLLLLuuuccccyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

Books:

'Junie B JOnes', 'Marsha Makes me Sick', 'Help my Mom is Sick', 'Polar Bears Past Bedtime', 'Green Eggs and Ham', oh wait you talking about books I ACTUALLY WANTED TO READ!!! uh no..

Heroes:

My mom, without her I wouldnt be where I am today! Thanks for the honesty and the disses when i needed them. Mom's tough but she ALWAYS looks outMy "little Sister" she makes me proud. DON"T TELL HER I SAID THAT!! It will ruin my imagine...YOU SUCK ;) Phoenix...she on fire!!...Grandma/Mamacita-without her half of me is gone... KENNY!!...what can I sayAnd Tre-u a nut, u a hero too. Your identity is safe with me. I won't tell anyone about the wonder woman outfit in your closet okay.

My Blog

what u wanna know

~I Work with Kids~I Love DeAngelo~I have done things people would never expect from ME~I somehow become involved in everyone else's drama~I'm bored with Life~I drink to get Drunk~I Am a Wonderful Pers...
Posted by eVErydAY sTrUGGLes on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:26:00 PST

I'm Sayin

Don't expect to be a priority in my life when Im only an option in yours!!  Basically, dont expect me to pull a rabbit out my ass when you in need of my advise, help, when you need a shoulder to ...
Posted by eVErydAY sTrUGGLes on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 07:58:00 PST

Things that make u go Hmmmm

"what soberness conceals, Drunkness will reveal"   If you DO NOT want to know my opinion on how you look, my thoughts on your relationship, friends, whether or not you got good kids, Your Man...D...
Posted by eVErydAY sTrUGGLes on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:12:00 PST

Memories of a broken heart

I find myself thinking about so many visions of the past, so many regrets with heavy heart.  I remember all the pain and remind myself that there are lessons from the past to be gained.  I h...
Posted by eVErydAY sTrUGGLes on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 04:33:00 PST