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Mari Sucks

I can laugh about it now but at the time it was terrible

About Me


- People give me things I don't deserve. Like a repeated punch in the head, outside a dive bar, in the alley off of Colfax, in winter, in Denver, actually, I probably deserved that. My social life as a slutty, emotionally unstable alcoholic wasn't as productive as I hoped it would be. I race shopping carts and dress up like a Mexican Go Go Hooker. I have a chapeaux claque. Maybe someone will loan me a rabbit. Vacationing Satanists sleep on my floor. My roommate used to sneak into my bedroom and take beautiful compromising photographs of herself in my bed. I want to sell fake art in an imaginary street gallery. I love museums, and my brothers, and my gay boyfriends. I shouldn't drink, though I am usually more fun when I do. My life is better, the bathroom ceiling stopped collapsing, and I don't have to sleep on a couch because I bought a bed just for me. I miss my cat, she was always near me, fragments of fur still gather in the cracks of the floors and the corners just like there was a cat here. If I look outside my sight there are shadows of her, where she used to be, in the spaces, in the doorways, she is less vivid, it has been more than a year and I have gotten used to not having her.Sometimes I woke up on a houseboat, there were swans outside. It was the best place to sleep. It was like dreaming inside of something and I still dream about sleeping there.I like to have adventures, it is nice to have someone with me. but I am okay by myself, except in Paris cause the men there are yucky, stalker, weirdos.

My Interests

Things that crush me, the color blue, things that I imagine love me even if they are inanimate or missing. I am always missing something.

I'd like to meet:

I like to meet people. I don't have to meet them in person. If you go to the moma you can meet the color International Klein Blue. I think it would be nice to meet more colors, or maybe more bridges and buildings. There are several buildings in Manhattan that are friends of mine.

Music:

Gogol Bordello, Tuxedo Moon, The Mooney Suzuki, The Flaming Lips, Sonic Youth, The Modern Lovers, Super Duper Furry Animals, Judas Priest, Moustache Rock, Butt Rock, Luxuria Music, Vampyros Lesbos, Crippled Dick. Tanya Tucker, Bobby Gentry, Slim Cessna's Auto Club, Kraftwerk, Shocking Blue, Candylion, The Electric Six, The Scorpions, ELO, The Dead Kennedys, I totally think Rammstein suck

Movies:

Jodorowsky,Passolini,Fellini, Goddard, Polanski, Peter Greenaway, Keneth Anger, Ken Russel, David Kroonenberg, The Opening of Misty Beethoven, The Deer Hunter, Blade Runner, Dragon Inn. Movies in Italian with boobs and kittens. I fucking hate Cassavettes if I want to see people screaming I can remember my childhood. Except Love Streams that is a great movie about a brother and a sister who form a secret society.

Television:

Anything that occupies my mind in a way that I am not mentally suffocated. Sometimes the OC, just for Julie Cooper. It would be fun to be a trophy wife, just like my brother, either that or have vampire boyfriends like Buffy.

Books:

Milan Kundera, Camus, William S. Burroughs, Tristan Tzara, A.E. Hoffman, Women's Wear Daily, Baudelaire, Apponlinare, It

Heroes:

Wendy O' Williams, Freddie Mercury, My supreme faggot brother Larry, Rob Halford, Giddle my left coast twin, Kraftwerk, The AbEx, The Expressionists, The Futurists, Vivienne Westwood, Theiry Mugler, Karl Lagerfeld the DaDA, Picasso, Pasolini, The Taj Mahal, The Eiffle Tower, The Louvre, The Moma, The Met, The Guggenheim, The Chrysler Building. The East River, The Burough of Brooklyn. Everyone who can wear lipgloss and a moustache at the same time.

My Blog

e-mail I can’t send you

I miss you. I don't like being hung over. My allergies are horrible like my eyes are filled with sand that leaks out the corners and stains the tops of my cheeks while I'm biking down Flushing. I h...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Sat, 31 May 2008 09:46:00 PST

girls underwater

I walked my drink home, a long cloudy sponge of walk and drip and rain. I didn't want to sit at the bar. I got a new glass, and my life could have sucked worst and i got friends for decades about it...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Sat, 17 May 2008 11:44:00 PST

to a man I used to dress up for

I dressed up as best I could for Annie Hall. We watched "small time crooks", and I bought cookies for everyone. My studio is in Sunset Park. I thought I should provide Sunset Cookies. I'm always tr...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Mon, 12 May 2008 09:25:00 PST

I would like to wish me an unhappy Mothers Day

You know like that Morrisey song.. Why isn't there a Morrisey musical on Broadway? Please let there be a Morrisey musical before there is a Cure musical. Yep, killed my cat, dumped the only guy that...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Mon, 12 May 2008 05:44:00 PST

There ain’t no good guys

Yeah I talk shit about almost everyone, especially at brunch. Yeah I get caught for it.Been away, haven't seen you in a while.How've you been?Have you changed your style and do you thinkThat we've gr...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Sat, 10 May 2008 07:49:00 PST

marriage season

The spoils of yesterday's wedding suffocated today underneath plastic wrap. Crafty colored cupcakes complete with supermarket sprinkles. I took a brownie. I could not digest that much rainbow today...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Sun, 04 May 2008 02:56:00 PST

Good Night

Sweet Dreams
Posted by Mari Sucks on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:18:00 PST

Some song by the Bolshoi

It snowed today. it was Denver. it took too long to go anywhere in the Lincoln Continental and the red car ahead was even drunker, We say those people from California don't know how to drive in snow...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 02:04:00 PST

You can watch all the homoerotic ball grabbing rugby you like but

Do you have a particular rugby team native to the general geographic region where you grew up to which you have been loyal since the age of 8? Is there a Mets in your life? The best part about likin...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 06:53:00 PST

I got your cat

I had your cat. I couldn't find you to give it back, and you weren't really looking for it anyway or else there would have been flyers, at least at the laundromat or the Associated.I couldn't keep yo...
Posted by Mari Sucks on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 07:31:00 PST