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LOVE is LOVE

About Me

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a little about me huh.. fuck I don't know, I'm just a big controversy.. I'm a mixed breed. loud mouth. drunk. outspoken. trustworthy. honest. mood swing having. green tea addict. hopeless romantic. Black n Milds ocassional smoker. Goofy ass. overweight (but comfy). drama hating. Hoe Slaying. Every excuse having. Hard to get close to. beautiful person.
i play too much. i'm not abstract, my train of thought is just ahead of schedule. no boundries. gold grillin'. 211 drinkin'. collar poppin'. overall sportin'. fanny pack lovin'. robot ear'd. music/movie obsessed. good for nuffin breezy.
i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best..

this is why i rock!:


Fuck me over once, shame on you. Fuck me over twice, shame on me
I pride myself on being my personal best, I've shaped myself to be a true woman with class.
Busting my ass is my hobby
Be thankful for a broken heart, this means that you have a heart that feels and you are only human
I hurt easily. I forgive and forget. I leave it up to God to finish their fate.
I make family and friends my number one priority, take me away from them and I've lost everything that was ever important to me.
I hate being treated like shit. If I treat you good I expect the same respect back.
I love little things, if you make me laugh you've won me over.
Telling someone how I feel about them takes a lot, if I tell you it means that I really want you to know.
I've learned a marriage is never perfect, it's the passion, devotion, and love you put into it through the years that keeps the fire alive.
I don't trust many...there are only those few that I do, those are the ones who have never given me a reason to doubt them.
Piercings are something I only do when I'm bored or because I want that small adrenaline rush before the needle goes through the skin. Beautiful Feeling.
A guys voice is what really attracts me to them, it's gotta be firm and strong.
As funny as it may sound, text messages real early in the morning are my favorite. I may complain...but in reality why are you thinking of me that early in the morning?
I can be the biggest sweetheart, but I can be the biggest bitch in the world.
There is only one person in this world who has made my body shiver...I miss those moments.
I found my long lost twin...Squishy I love you!
Fuck with me...that's fine because I've learned how to get over it. Fuck with someone I care about...you're in for a rude kick in the face.
I believe you meet your soulmate at least once in your lifetime...and if you're not together now, it will eventually happen.
I hate tires...especially on cars. They are the worst thing in a car, for me anyways!
Sunshine makes me happy, rain makes me smile...but Thunderstorms make me ecstatic!
I'm straight edge...you can call me boring, or you can call me stupid for not having fun. I have fun without the stupidity that alcohol and smoking brings...i know when the fuck to stop screwing around and grow up
There's so much more to me than many people think...so much more!

My Interests

i'm borderline OCD. and i like to do neurotic things like pop bubble wrap. all things foreign, 12" of wax, Singer sewing machines, Size 10 - 2 inch heels, Furry Coats, Long Fingers, Kama Sutra, Tortilla soup, Dilla Beat tapes, Dreadlocks, 60 minute trips outta the city, rendezvous in tight spaces, Self improvement books, How to's, leopard print, neon lights, pad thai, 15 minute infatuations, musicians, Monster+Vodka, Dates in my car, Art Shows, James Solano photography, Ghostface's neck, British Accents, smelling baby buddha..

I'd like to meet:


i got caught up in the maze of love, the crazy craze of love..thought it was good, thought it was real, thought it was, but it wasn't love..

FRESH!

Music:

ICP, Twiztid!, ALTERNATIVE/ROCK. Total R&B HEAD! Bachata. Tejano. Underground Hip Hop. Trip Hop/downtempo. Funk. Cumbias. Disco. Soul. 90's R&B. Ska. Reggae. Nu-Wave. Salsa. Techno. Merengue. Any thing that makes my body move.

Movies:

My thick black ass vol.1- 22, Buffalo 66, Requiem for a dream, Kill Bill Vol 1. + 2, Oldboy, Lady Snowblood, King of New York, Goodfellas, Bronx tale, Tombstone, Do the right thing, Crazy Beautiful, Black on whitey (neighborhood gangbang series), Shogun Assassin, Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind, Prozac Nation, y tu mama tambien, City of God, Abre los ojos, Reservoir Dogs, Dancer in the dark, Clockwork Orange, Romeo and Juliet, The Notebook, Bridges of Madison County.. to name a few

Television:

Flip that house, Design on a dime, Real World, The Hills, The Golden Girls, Girlfriends, Project Runway, Montell Williams( I wanna give a shout out to my girl sylvia brown.. waddup gurll), unsolved mysteries, True Life, Reno 911, Drawn together, The Chealsea Handler Show, The Soup, Best Week ever, Girls Next Door, Rob n Big, intervention, miami ink.. Damn, I swear I have a life.

Books:

..Clearing your clutter with feng shui, Natural Remedies, Your third eye.. open it.. To Kill a Mockingbird, The Cage

Heroes:

My Mama, For bein a Ryde or Die Bitch.. JR, for bein the only man to tear my world in two w/o even trying

My Blog

Juggaloism

"Juggalo culture is as misunderstood as it is lacking in academia. "Juggaloism" is a movement that has been thriving all over the world for the past 10 years as both a music subculture and as a spirit...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Sun, 18 May 2008 10:26:00 PST

...live for you

It's kinda hard to explainbut I been thinkin, haven't come to a decisionDrinkin away the pain night after night, listenIt's like I'm caught in the rain, that never stops and only follows meWide hollow...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:05:00 PST

Javi... the things I never said...

I know I messed up! I messed up bad! And there is nothing in the world I can do to change it. I made a mistake, I lied, but I am only human! We make mistakes and if I could turn back the hands of time...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:38:00 PST

Im feelin this...

I'm tired of looking out my window seeing shadows of you.I can't hang out with my girls withoutchecking my rearview.Your callin' breathin' all hard on myphone like I can't hear youand everytime I...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 07:02:00 PST

Disclaimer

I am not responsible for my actions some nights, absolut is. For some reason vodka likes to play exorcist with me sometimes, and I lose my got damn mind. So, if you're anywhere in 30 foot radius while...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 09:15:00 PST

You Don't Know Me

You don't know me by: Beth Hamilton You don't know me but I am the girl that sits in the back of your classroom. You think that I don't care and you treat me as a waste of space because I don't seem ...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 05:32:00 PST

Thoughts...

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is rightand finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think...
Posted by «×[projekt:life]×» on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:44:00 PST