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Susan

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About Me

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

My biological mother. She died when I was seven years old and I don't remember her at all. I don't remember what she looked like, how she talked, how she acted..... nothing. It pisses me off because she was my mother, you'd think I'd remember something about her.I'd just like to sit down and talk to her about anything and everything.30 Seconds to Mars- Jared is my prophet.. =) some people might not get it, for those who do...you rock!!Daniel Johns because he is an amazing singer/songwriter. I've been a fan of silverchair's since 95. I love them. ..

My Blog

My weekend

On Saturday we were going to go to the bar and drink but we decided to just go to the liqour store instead and drink at home. We got some Tequila because Greg had been wanting to try it. I did 4 sho...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 08:35:00 GMT

new tattoo I want

I'm gonna get 3 more tattoos when I get the money. The small one is my birth sign either on my wrist or right under my hairline on my neck, the other kinda small one is going to be of a patch I got w...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Apr 2009 07:57:00 GMT

Impulsive or no???

I cut my hair again.  It's like chin length and I dyed it copper but it just looks dark red.  My pycharist told me not to do anything impulsive for two weeks until I see her again. She's probably gonn...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 07:51:00 GMT

Toadlly Wasted

I got drunk for the first time last weekend.  I had 2 Whiskey Sours @ a bar, @ home I had 2 Jaeger bombs, 1/2 bottle of yellow Gin & Juice, 1/2 bottle of red Gin & Juice, shot of Southern Comfort, and...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 08:12:00 GMT

hmmmmm

Well I'm back to work, have been for a week now.  I 'm on new medication, Luvox, for my social anxiety disorder.  Seems to be working a little.  Went to the mall yesterday and it was packed but manage...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 09:20:00 GMT

update

I went yesterday for an emergency visit to see my Dr. and she gave me 400 mg of Tegterol (mood stablizer) and upped my Attarax (anti-anixety) to 25mg but I have to take it 3 times a day, morning, noon...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 06:43:00 GMT

I'm good today

I'm doing good today at least for now. Still need my meds though.  Hopefully soon. Fingers crossed. But I haven't bee able to sleep.  I think I'm just happy cause I got my nephew today.  I love him to...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 08:15:00 GMT

Last night was horrible

I woke up at around midnight and couldn't breathe.  I was all panicky for no reason. Then I just started crying and couldn't stop.  So I called my boyfriend to come over cause I didn't need ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 16:08:00 GMT

New scans of my nephew Lyric!!!

He's so cute!! His face is all squished.  lol  Only 6 more weeks until he arrives!!! Yay!!!  He weighs 4 lbs right now and the doctor told my sis in law that he thought he'd be a 7 lb b...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 04:43:00 GMT

I knew I was f****ed up!

Went to my therapist and told him I had a bad week last week.  I cut "Fuck" into my arm with a razor blade at work.  Ok first I was going to take all the pills I have to make me numb and to ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 21:52:00 GMT