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BE WARNED I AM SYKO!!!!!! I Love My Bubba, and tho i may not support this war i will always love any support him. I love my soldier PCT is a nick name given to me by my friend Alice, she says im a combination of 3 characters from books. im 1/3 Phineas (A Separate Piece), 1/3 Carcer (Disc World series) and 1/3 Teatime [pronounced Teh-ah-tim-eh] (Disc World series) so Phineas+Carcer+Teatime=PCTthis seems to be pretty acurate but i may just be being down on my self so yeah any ways>>>>>>
You Are Snow
Magical yet potentially destructive
You are well known as fun to play with
People anticipate your arrival but then are quickly sick of you
You are best known for: your serenity
Your dominant state: reflecting What Type of Weather Are You?the MOST important person in my life is my oldest son (my horse Stryder). I love my little one, but i dont have the connection with Nova Kaen that i do with Stryder. I know that a lot of that has to do with the fact that i havent gotten to spend much time with him. while on the other hand i spent tons of time with Stryder when i first got him. He is my best friend. He's taught me so many things. The thing that i am coming to understand is that i need him. He's been there for me through every thing...when my parents almost split up, when i broke up w my ex, when my brother left for the army, and then again when he went to korea, when i hated my job, when i just wanted to give up on everything. i raised him since he was 14months old. He's my son and bestfriend, and i love him.Horses arent cheap, so i had to get a job. ive had the same job now (Braums) for about a year now. i like it most days, there has been a few times that ive wanted to quit, but i stuck it through, and end the end i still love my job, ecept wen i work every nice day of the week and the days tha i dont work its really cold or raining, so i dont get to see either of my sons. that sux. i love most of the people i work with and there's only 1-1/2 that i dont get along with. yes ONE and a HALF, not that its a short person, just somedays we get along and some we dont. i remember at one time i claimed to hate him and i wanted to bash his face into the grill (yes i sometimes have violent thoughts and tendancies) and i told myself that the only reason i didnt was cuz we had to serve customers off of that same grill. not like i would have done it, but yeah. we're gonna move onto a new subject.Like i said Stryder has taught me a lot in life, one thing is that: the ones that love you the most will always be blunt with you. And you can still love someone and still be so angry with them that you never want to see them again, but in the end your relationship means enough to the both of you that you work it out because you feel like you'd be nothing without the other. PATIENTS, that is the biggest thing he has taought me, and is still (4 years later) teaching me. its hard sometimes, we have our fights wen he doesnt wanna do wat i tell him to, and i dont let him do everything that he thinks he should be able to but in the end we always make up. (god i make him sound like a person) but he's so so much more than just a horse to me, but then again, its always been like that with atleast one of my pets, for my whole life. before Stryder, it was Shadow. He was always there for me, for practically my whole life. we got him wen i was like 3 or 4. but i could always count on him to be there for me, anytime that id wake up from a bad dream or cry myself to sleep, he would always be right there for me. through the many fights that my parents had, he was always there. i remember that wen he got an infection and dissappeared (eventaully prclaimed MIA then dead) it felt like the whole world was going to fall down around me and i was gonna drift off into a void that cant even be considered space. id like to say im over it but i still miss him sometimes.But there are other things in life that i love life beside my horses tho. as one of my friends once told me, no onething should mean everything to you, cause what if somethng happens to that onething?i love to write, and draw, some times paint, and onething that most girls my age wont admit, i LOVE food!k im gonna shut up now. if you haave any more questions for me feel free to msg me.
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I'd like to meet:

The guy who wont rip my heart out and at the same time wont be scared away by my slight insanity, or let me push him away, bc i do that for some semi-unexplained reason, but i dont want to find him on myspace, just the guy i eventually want to meet cuz it asked who id like to meet, and never specified that id have to meet this person on myspace.TIPS FOR GUYS

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26-DON'T lie to her
27-DON'T cheat on her!
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad.
If shes upset, comfort her

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.
45.sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute :)
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everythings going to be okay
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

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Your EQ is 107
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

My Blog

stress factors

so long time no write.  ive come to hate my job, who wouldve thunk that the place where a couldnt wait to go would be the place that i long to escape from, but unfortunately i cant.  i need my job and...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 19:28:00 GMT

grrr

LOOK i cant help it if a certain person would rather spend time at home working on the things he likes to do, or hanging out w me. its not MY fault that hed rather do those things. i am not keeping hi...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 20:39:00 GMT

Nice Guys Finish Last- A response t oa post by a friend

["I've not thought this through entirely, so I'd like to know what everybody thinks on this, as I would really like to come up with a solid philosophy on this.Somebody recently told me that they beli...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 23:21:00 GMT

Songs to people. can you guess which is yours and why its urs?

Snow Patrol: Chasing CarsWe'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 11:42:00 GMT

smile and nod

i smile and laugh, i joke and play, i spin and twirl, i sing and dance, just so you'll never know that im crying inside.  soon enough this facade has even fooled me.  im perfectly content fo...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:20:00 GMT

Meant to live

*So i was cleaning my room today and found this.  Its some thing that i wrote quite awhile back, I'm not sure when though, because it didn't have a date on it. I remeber writing it. This is one o...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 23:46:00 GMT

On the philosophy of "LOVE"

To start off with, there are just some people that are born into this world to philosophize (thats tottaly not the right word, now get over it). Anyways, where was I, oh yes, so earlier today I w...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:35:00 GMT

The Truth Hurts: A Vicious Cycle.

It seems to me that every Memorial Day (MD) i discover something new, and it's never anything i want to face.  This past MD ive realized, that life as i know it, may not be able to continue....
Posted by on Thu, 29 May 2008 08:01:00 GMT

My Brain

first off,, i think im addicted to not sleeping!!!! seriously! its 3am ad i have NO reason to be online! but here i am. so for an excuse im writing a blog.  Youll never guess wat its about?  ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 00:57:00 GMT

My fav time of the week

My favrite time of the whole week, is actually 2 separate times. Their both on thursday and within 1hour of each other. the first is when, i go to tae kwando and we all kneel down to prepare for class...
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 00:55:00 GMT